Another Tsinelas

tsk tsk tsk... depressed

2011-03-23T09:57:00.010+08:00

I never felt this down before... as in NEVER. But hey maybe because I'm getting old or "matured" to be dealing with this kind of sadness or maybe being (still) childish about such stuff.

We had this career exam thing for one of my subject and I messed up seriously and UP UNTIL NOW I'm still holding that disappointment feeling for myself and it drives me nuts SERIOUSLY... wishing I wanted to be dead is long gone since I have said that line a thousand times and yet YES I am still alive and kicking and well doing what I do still listening/singing korean songs :p

I'm actually tired of going to school, because I am too lazy to work. HAHA. as I keep saying to my little brother I'll just leech from him and leech from my parents too. HAHA.

I promised to my self to just keep studying and stay at school FOREVER but yes... I am quite bored to death studying stuff and I too am afraid of working outside the REAL world. rawr.

Oh and I am still frustrating about adobe illustrator and photoshop. :p

Anyway enough of my sadness :p well I've been listening to korean songs as usual and yey! BIG BANG is back with their new album! Watch the music video for you to somehow understand my addiction on them. HAHA.

Only they bring smiles to my sad face ^^ lol corny much?

still out of boredom and yes... memories...

2011-03-11T11:49:00.004+08:00

Which Big Bang Member is Yours? Your Result: G-Dragon MASTERFUL! FASHIONABLE! WONDERFUL! Your'e hagning out at your friends house, when you hear screeching noise. then you see someone trying to croos the street to you r friends house. you thought you noticed his face, and you look out the window. G-Dragons looking staight at you! you run out and hug him
T.O.P
Dae Sung
Seung Ri
Tae Yang
Which Big Bang Member is Yours? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

Why him again!!! well it's not that I have anything against him but WHY!!! :|

After 2 years!

2011-03-11T11:07:00.003+08:00

I'm making my blog come to life again! At last!!!

LOL realizing it's has actually been 6 years + 1 or 2 more years since I have been blogging. wow~ So I have been blogging for what 7 or 8 years... man!

Well what do I do now? uhhh... like greet others like

Belated Happy New Year and Merry Christmas to you all or what?

It is actually very weird to come back to such blogging world without a rant or two about something. Because I usually am about ranting and stuff.

Suppose I use this very blog of mine to rant and to do some other stuff before. But now.. heh~

From what I have watched an actress' line struck me and well live. LOL

because she said that there's no ugly people but only lazy ones that exist. Whoops! Because I am of those one of those lazy people. errr... it is so hard to live like this. :(

I am still in college and nervous because it is like everyone is graduating but not me WHY!!! LOL

*sigh*

Ooo.. now I am showing some stress signs by mentioning college :p LOL

Anyway, I've been learning how to photoshop like hell, I'm trying to make almost all of my acounts be alive again, I want to finish school and rest for one bit. And other stuff that I should do to make my future bright-er. LOL

Stopping from the randomness of mine. I just want to summarize all of this and just yey! I'm quite back from blogging again and hi to the other people. :)

Blushing?

2009-05-06T11:29:00.004+08:00

Minsan merong mga bagay sa atin na hindi mawawala pag nahihiya tayo or kinikilig. Sakin naman halata kung nahihiya ako or kinikilig dahil.

Namumula ang aking mga cheeks, duh.
Namumula talaga yun... pero sa akin hindi.
Sobrang pula na nga mafefeel mo pa na sobrang init ng cheeks ko.

Shini-share ko lang to' kasi hummm...
Nahalata na yata ako sa school na ganito. HAHA

Kasi may pinapanood rin akong well... nakakatuwa/nakakakilig/nakakahiyang palabas.

[end of topic] :P

Sa wakas! Alam ko na rin kung pano buksan ang internet namin
MANUALLY.
RRRRRRRRRR!!! nakakaasar kaya!
SAGABAL EH! Irere-connect ko pa siya pag nawala =_=

Kaya kapag wala na akong pasensya sa internet namin, nilalaro ko na lang ang bagong...

Naruto Ultimate Ninja Storm!

Biruin niyo nakatapos ako ng isang laro in... 2 weeks?
HAHAHAHAHA!
Kapagbored ka nga naman eh no...

Pero nakakatuwa kasi sa totoo lang unang beses ko makatapos ng laro without any help. HAHA.
Pag ako kasi ang nag lalaro kadalasan eh, gusto ko ng ihampas sa pader yung laro kasi natatalo ako.

PIKUNING BATA AKO.
kaya kaya ko ring mambully.
[revelation? hahahaha]

13 days na lang ang nalalabi para sa aking "summer vacation" *hay* at meron pa akong mga bagay na hindi nagagawa...
ANG LUNGKOT NG BUHAY KO. HAHA
Deprived ako?
YATA?

Nung nag kita kami ni Paula sa Trinoma at "namasyal" nakakita kami ng mga ganitong HAT. >_<
Super cute!!! Matagal na akong nag hahanap ng mga ganitong hats!
Pinili ko yung panda kasi cute eh kaso lang hindi siya yung may kasamang mittens :[
Meron doon Bear, Panda, tsaka white Tiger.

AHHHHH!!!

babalikan ko sila!

GUSTO KO!
lalo na yung may mittens
tsaka mahaba :"]

Hanggang sa susunod!

yes... boredom.

2009-05-01T20:21:00.009+08:00

** I got this from Ate Ikay's multiply... and well since I'm bored and pretty much addicted to them, WHY NOT! haha!

Which Big Bang boyfriend would you want in these situations?
TRANSLATION CREDIT: 1tymforyomind and bigbangnyuh @SOOMPI

Is it ...

A B C D or E ?

1. When I fall and hurt myself
a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who gives me a piggy back ride to the hospital
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who makes fun of me because I fell
c. Dong Young- Bae, who runs to go buys medication
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who helps me get home
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who asks if it hurts a lot and blows on the place where it hurts

2. When I say I want a name brand item
a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who buys a fake one and says later on, he’ll make it a real one
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who pretends not to listen but buys it for me later
c. Dong Young-Bae, who promises to buy me one once he makes more money
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who keeps saying not to buy expensive things
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who keeps asking if he can buy me something else

3. While watching a horror movie
a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who protects me
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who quietly covers my eyes
c. Dong Young-Bae, who comforts me by saying there’s nothing to be scared of
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who holds my hand tightly
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who screams even before i scream

4. When my voice cracks while singing
a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who pinches my cheek and says i’m cute
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who laughs at me
c. Dong Young-Bae, who gets even more embarrassed than me
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who pretends he didn’t hear it
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who makes fun of me by imitating me

5. When his friend says he likes me
a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who says what are you trying to do and breaks ties with his friend
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who goes up and punches his friend
c. Dong Young-Bae, who talks it out with his friend
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who says he will introduce another girl to his friend
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who stops talking to his friend

6. When I’m mad at my boyfriend
a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who starts a serious talk by asking me if I’m mad
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who says I’m sorry and says don’t be mad
c. Dong Young-Bae, who sings to me
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who makes me laugh
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who does cute stuff around me

7. When my boyfriend meets my friends
a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who compliments me in front of my friends
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who asks my friends to watch over our relationship
c. Dong Young-Bae, who makes me feel good by complimenting my friends
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who makes my friends comfortable as if they were his friends
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who asks my friends to consider him

8. On my birthday
a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who takes me some place expensive
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who treats me better than other days
c. Dong Young-Bae, who makes me a special present
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who sings to me on a stage at a restaurant
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who says happy birthday all day long cheerfully

9. When we kiss
a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who hugs me tight first
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who just does it
c. Dong Young-Bae, who asks first
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who becomes awkward first
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who asks if I can give him a kiss on the cheek and turns his head when I’m about to kiss his cheeks

10. When it’s raining and we only have one umbrella
a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who shares the umbrella but he ends up getting wet
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who holds me really tight so both of us don’t get wet
c. Dong Young-Bae, who give me the umbrella and he walks under the rain
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who tells me to wait and go gets another umbrella
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who just tosses the umbrella and have both of us to walk in the rain

11. When I say I want to break up
a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who lets me go, saying he’s sorry he didn’t do much for me
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who is dumbfounded and says he never thought I’d break it off
c. Dong Young-Bae, who asks if he can hug me one last time
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who says farewell and lets me go, crying
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who clings and anxiously asks why I’m acting like this suddenly

12. When we go to the amusement park
a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who suggests to ride what I want to ride
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who suggests to go to the haunted house first
c. Dong Young-Bae, who takes lots of pictures
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who eats this and that
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who forcefully takes me to scary rides

13. When he is paying at a restaurant but has no money
a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who is sorry but asks if I could pay for now
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who grabs my hand and runs
c. Dong Young-Bae, who has them keep his belonging until he can pay
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who calls his friend to bring some money
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who is anxious and doesn’t know what to do

14. When I talk to another guy
a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who thinks it’s no big deal
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who tells me not to talk to other guys
c. Dong Young-Bae, who can’t say anything but actually bothers him
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who is curious and sneakingly wedges in the conversation
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who later asks what we talked about

15. When he can’t reach me through the phone
a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who says he’s worried
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who comes to my house right away
c. Dong Young-Bae, who lets it by, thinking something must have happened
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who calls until I pick up
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who gets mad because I didn’t pick up

16. When I tell him I love him
a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who whispers in my ear that he loves me
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who kisses me
c. Dong Young-Bae, who hugs me without saying a word
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who smiles, embarrassed
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who hugs me tightly, saying he loves me too

17. When we’re shopping
a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who says it’s boring and wants to go home already
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who picks out clothes for me
c. Dong Young-Bae, who does everything I want to do
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who impatiently follows me around
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who enjoys shopping more than I do

18. When I act cutely (like a kid)
a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who thinks I’m cute and hugs me
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who says I’m not doing it right and shows an example
c. Dong Young-Bae, who tells me to do that everyday
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who just laughs
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who copies me

19. When we get held up by a gang
a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who fights them
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who grabs my hand and runs
c. Dong Young-Bae, who makes an effort to clear things out
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who calls the cops
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who leaves me and runs away

Ji-Yong?
>_<
noooooooooooooooooooooo!!!
TOOOOP!!!

*sigh* oh well... OK LANG! HAHAHA!!! addicting.
Hindi halata na nawiwili na ako mag icons ng mga pictures nila...
kung ayaw niyo, pictures ko na lang ang gagawin kong icons HAHAHAHA!
Anong gusto niyo?
Diba nga kailangan ko ng inspiration? Tsaka wala pa akong "latest" picture ko of the month at HINDI AKO VAIN.

Kailangan ko ring mag post ng mahabang enty kasi 1 post lang sa page ang ginawa ko kaya maximize the space diba?
Gusto ko na rin kasing mag photo blogging kaso nga lang hindi ako masipag sa pag picture [kahit na yun ang magiging future job ko].
HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!

lahat pala ng pictures dito ay galing sa NII photoshoot nila. :]

Disconnection

2009-04-29T10:24:00.004+08:00

** Hindi pa rin ako makaget over sa last post ko. HAHA. Ang sarap titigan HAHAHA. at the fact na kagawa ako ng icons sa picture nila. LOL. *self praising*

Simula ng 4 week break ko, sinumulan kong panoorin ang korean drama na Cain and Abel. Kung kilala niyo sila alam niyo naman siguro yung takbo ng kwento... diba? May 2 mag kapatid, tapos... may envy... tapos... ganon... ganyan... BASTA! Ayoko nga panoorin niyo HAHA. Dagdag pa doon ay meron ding halong medical drama dun sa kwento, medical drama na parang Grey's Anatomy at ER gets?

Kaya naman ito ang pinili ko ay dahil kay Janelle, medjo nag aadik kasi siya kay So Ji-sub haha. Anyway kung di niyo siya kilala isa rin siya sa mga artista sa dramang I'm Sorry, I love you at Memories of Bali. Ok na? :P

Isa rin sa cast dito sa drama ay si Chae Jung Ahn sa Coffee Prince at si Shin Hyun Joon sa Stairway to Heaven OR! Alam niyo ba yung sumikat na music video na Because I'm a Girl by Kiss siya yung lalakeng photographer na binigay yung mata iya dun sa babae, naalala niyo ba yun?

** Napapansin ko na rin na yung palaging role ni So Ji-sub lagi siyang namamatay, hindi ko naman sinasabing mamamatay siya sa Cain and Abel pero lagi siyang NABABARIL kung saan man. Sa Memories of Bali binaril siya sa ulo? sa I'm Sorry. I Love you naman nabaril siya sa ulo at himalang nabuhay siya pero yung bala nasa ulo siya pa rin kaya... malapit na siyang mamatay.

ANYWAY...

Na disconnect kami sa internet for 2 days. Hindi ko maimagine yung sarili ko na wala sa computer, namumulok ako sa bahay dahil wala akong magawa wala rin naman akong pera para lumabas ng bahay. HAY... =_=

I NEED INSPIRATION. lol wala lang
bye bye!

Kinakabahan ako hindi ko alam kung bakit.

2009-04-23T19:49:00.016+08:00

Hindi ko alam kung bakit ako kinakabahan pero malay ko ba ano ba tong nararamdaman kong to'. Kanina medjo kinikilig ako kasi tinitignan ko yung mga pictures ng mga crush ko diba.

Pero biglang nag iba. TAE

Since wala akong magawa sa buhay ko ngayon popost ko yung mga pictures ng mga crush ko. Pasensya na ah, wala kasi akong magawa. HAHA. para na rin medjo machill yung pakiramdam ko. Weird eh. Nakakatakot din.

Matuwa na lang kayo. kung cute sila mag comment kayo kung ayaw niyo mag comment din kayo. Aba! Bahala na ako. Kailangan ko lang magchill.

Magkikita kami ni Paula bukas!!! ^^ yey!

Crush List 2009: (LOOOL!!!)

Name: Choi Seung-Hyun

Big Bang's T. O. P.

Birthdate: November 4, 1987

Current Age: 22

** No comment. HAHA. Panoorin niyo na lang sila sa Youtube or sa TV ninyo.

Nahuli niya ako sa T. O. P. stare at sa rapping/singing/dancing skills niya. Napanood ko rin siyang umiyak dun sa documentary nila... GUSTO KO SIYANG I-HUG!!! Napanood ko rin yung isang video sa Youtube, nakakagigil na siya! tsaka super nakakatawa siya. Yung nakapajamas siya pati yung nagsusuperman siya.

(= ^ ^ =) may bad boy aura siya... deep yung voice niya... basta T. O. P. stare... HOT~

Name: Kim Hye-Seong

Birthdate: January 14, 1988

Current Age: 21

** Alam na alam ko kung pano ko ispell yung pangalan niya, crush ko siya since 3rd year high school (=^ ^ =). AT ka-birthday ko siya, o diba? Happy Birthday palagi para saming dalawa yung ginagawa ko. HAHA. Una ko siyang nakita sa movie na Jenny, Juno. panoorin niyo na lang ^^

Name: Dong Young-Bae

Big Bang's Tae-Yang

Birthdate: May 18, 1988

Current Age: 21

** Dati naman wala talaga akong gusto sa kanya, nag simula lang last year... nung nag pa-mohawk siya pati nung napansin kong medjo naging macho pa siya O_O. Halata naman na medjo napansin ko siya dahil sa *ehem* ka *ehem ehem* ta *EHEM EHEM* wan *EHEM* niya. Pero nung pinansin ko talaga siya, wow... HOT. THE BOMB SIYA SUMAYAW! Sa 1st solo niya na Only Look at Me at yung "hot" na concert niya sa song na My Girl. at yung Don't Wanna Try niya! Check niyo sa Youtube May doggie din siya si Boss. :D Galing din niya mag English! PLUS POINTS!!! (= ^ ^=)

Name: Nichkhun Horvejkul

Nickhun member of the boy group 2PM

Birthdate: June 24, 1988

Current Age: 21

** Well... nakikita niyo ba yung smile niya? Sinong hindi mahuhuli sa ngiti niyang sobrang cute. Syempre sa song nilang 10 out of 10 at kung pano rin siya sumayaw (* o *) sobrang nakakastun siya. Ang baba din nung boses niya... hayyyy... ang galing din niya mag ENGLISH! weeeeeee!!!

Name: Kwon Ji-Yong

Big Bang's G-Dragon

Birthdate: August 18, 1988

Current Age: 21

** Kung fanatic kasi kayo magegets niyo to' agad. Hindi pwedeng hindi mo mapansin si GD. hummm... nakalimutan ko na kasi kung kailan ko siya naging "crush". Sa ilang research nalaman ko na sobrang in-love siya sa music dedicated siya mhen! PLUS POINTS! ayon sa sources kilala siya bilang tagauso hindi PAUSO. Rapping, Singing, at siya madalas ang Composer nila. downside ko lang... mas maganda pa yata siya sakin! nooooo! PERO OK LANG. hahaha!

Name: Kang Dae-Sung

Big Bang's Dae-Sung

Birthdate: April 26, 1989

Current Age: 20

** Hindi ko rin siya masyadong napapansin tulad ni Young-Bae at ni Ji-Yong, pero nung pinanood ko sila at napansin siya. Galing niya talagang kumanta! tsaka sumayaw! ^^ nakakatuwa rin siya at sobrang hindi mo matitiis yung ngiti niya. CUTE DIBA? Polite din siya... AYOKO NG POLITE NA MGA TAO! Grrrrr!!! Di ko sila matiis! Mas kumu-cute pa kasi sila! wee!!! HAHA!

Real Name: Kim Sang-Bum

Name: Kim Bum

Birthdate: July 7, 1989

Current Age: 20

** Cute siya sa drama na HIGH KICK... HOT na siya nung naging siyang So Yi-Jung. HAHA! *sigh* ibang klasse rin tong batang to' LOL. Nakakapangigil na smirk/smile at yung role niya sa kkotnam.

PLAY BOY pero naniniwala sa true love... HAHA! super cute! Gusto ko rin yung boses niya... ang smooth eh. (= ^ ^ =)

Name: Lee Seung-Hyun

Big Bang's Seung-Ri

Birthdate: December 12, 1990

Current Age: 19

** so... among the list siya na ang pinakabata. hehe. hindi ko rin siya napapansin noon. dahil si T. O. P. lang ang pinapansin ko dati sa Big Bang, pero nung tumagal... SUPER CUTE NIYA! The best din siya sumayaw at kumanta, nain-love ako sa solo niyang Next Day. Sa mga ilang pinanood ko rin, nakakatuwa na siya yung inuutusan ng mga "kuya" niya. HOHO. Tska close sila ni GD, mas muka na nga silang mag kuya. Naalala ko nungni-wrestling siya ni GD. HAHA! Super CUTE! Gusto ko rin pag nag papacute siya. Isa ako sa mga taong nandidiri pag may mga pacute pero siya ok lang!!!

Hindi naman masyadong lumabas ang pagka-fangirl ko...

Nakakatakot noh?

Basta sa kanila hindi na masasarado yung bibig ko. HAHAHAHAHA!

Masaya na ako at kinikilig. HAHAHA

Ngayon alam niyo na kung sino yung iniisip ko pag medjo wala na ako sa mundo pag kinakausap niyo ko.

Pero ewan ko sa inyo kung may pake kayo o wala.

Nalabas ko na yung pagka-fan girl ko at calmado na ako ^^

Question lang sinong nag lalaro sa inyo ng Patapon 2 sa PSP?

HAHAHAHAHA!

Wala lang! :D

Sige!

Paalam!

4 weeks

2009-04-18T22:06:00.002+08:00

Oh yes... we only have 4 weeks for our vacation. FUN RIGHT?

UHHHH... noooooo!!!

My mind is out of my body right now, I really can't think straight [besides when did I ever think straight?]

I really want a vacation right now... AS IN NOW!
I want to go to the beach, go somewhere away from our house and literally going OUTSIDE the house is not counted you know... I want to ride a plane, boat, car, or even a bicycle

GOOOOOOOOOODNESS!

I could feel my body dying because of boredom, living like a pig is not really my kind of thing especially with only 4 weeks of SUMMER.

*sigh*

I am also thinking of taking some photos for me to practice, but my head is EMPTY right now.
I don't have any inspiration or "will" to take some pictures... RAR.

FRIENDS! TEXT ME LET US GO OUT!
I'm free now!
anyone?
text me!!!

lol. poor me.
maybe they're already having their own vacation.

*sigh*

I'm already sleepy...

since I'm on a 4 week break...
maybe I'll be catching on my 12-months-of-waking-up-early-and-sleeping-late-at-night.

well...
guess I'll be living like a pig for 4 weeks! LOL

or exercise?

HAHAHAHA!

night!

Some news about me :))

2009-04-12T13:29:00.003+08:00

I'm kind of hating myself for not updating my blog.
Especially this blog...

*reminisce parts*

Because I started and discovered a lot of things because of this blogging business.
HEHEHEHEHE.

So what's up?

I'm finally going to my 2nd year of College!
One more year to go and then I'm already 3rd year and that will be my graduating year!

I'm loving my life... I really should love it!

My big brother just graduated from college last March 27 and hell that day was crazy...
I skipped my History class, then I went to my dad's office, then we went home, got my camera, and we arrived late, but it's a good thing it rained that day so the event got held back a little so we kind of just arrived in time, and so... blah. blah. blah. blah...

Here's a picture of him!!!
and well obviously I took the picture!

YEY! :P

Hummm... next week will be my finals and I'm still here being so calm and relaxed...
UHHHH... sometimes I hate myself for being like this.. =___=

Also tomorrow will be our 20% grade play for our World Literature subject and yes, I'm part of the props committee and still I'm not panicking!
AAAAAHHHHHH!!! I hate me!

I now have a short hair! [what a change of topic]

I also need to fix my activities for the summer...
Me and my friend(s) are going to do some meeting :))

I'm worried about my final grades!!!

Ughhh!!! I HATE ME!

Oh well...
Take Care Guys!!!
Be careful of the sun! :))

Looking Back

2009-03-22T15:19:00.004+08:00

Minsan masarap din yung feeling na alalahanin yung dati, kahit na sobrang korny, nakakahiya, nakakaiyak, o yung tipong ayaw mo nang maalala.

Ang labo eh no? Ayaw mo na ngang maalala aalalahanin mo pa. Pero hindi yun mawawala satin eh. Tayo rin kasi ang gumawa ng memoryang yun. Kaya kahit anong gawin mo di mo yan madedelete na parang sa computer o sa text message lang. :)

Ngayon kasi medjo nag dadrama ako. HAHAHAHAHA.
Kasi nakita ko yung Hale kahapon sa may Grand Stand, kasi galing kami Manila Ocean Park.
Kung di niyo alam kung ano ang relasyon ko sila... nag aadik ako sa kanila dati, yung tipong dumadie hard fan.

Tapos nakita ko sila, edi naalala ko.

Ngayon kasi parang wala na... Pati nga The Click Five nabubura na sa alaala ko dahil di ko na sila inaalala. May mga bagay lang akong nakikita para may mag sabi sakin na "minsan naging adik ka rin sa kanila."
Pero ewan nawala eh...

Ngayon na wala akong magawa at bigla ko silang naalala... nakakatuwa. Kasi KORNY sumaya rin ako dahil sa kanila, at napaiyak din nila ako... in a way.

SILA ANG MAY RASON KUNG BAKIT UMAALALA AKO SA DATI NGAYON... hay... =_=

Masaya mag reminisce yung tipong i-kukumpara mo yung itsura mo dati sa itsura mo ngayon, yung ugali mo noon at yung ugali mo ngayon, yung outlook mo sa buhay noon at yung sa ngayon.

Masaya...

Pinapatanda rin sayo na nagmamature ka nga kahit di mo namamalayan sa sarili mo na "tumatanda" ka na nga at pati yung isip mo "tumatanda" na rin.

Sa mga sinabi ko feel ko "18" na nga ako.
Nag mamature na ko. :)

February 28, 2009

2009-03-15T12:11:00.004+08:00

Eto ang favorite picture ko for... basta!
Thank you kay Janelle sa pagkuha niya ng napakagandang picture ko, habang hawak ang camera ko.

Nung Feb 28 kasi lumabas kami nila Paula, Janelle, at Lyza tapos binalak naming pumunta sa UP ang bahay ni Paula. KEKEKEKEK.
Pinlano ni Janelle na mag photoshoot kuno, para wala lang... para masaya? :D

Masaya naman talaga eh!
KAMI PA?
Define masaya kami yun! HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Nung naandoon na kami, naging impromptu ang lahat kasi ang daming tao.
NAKAKAHIYA KAYA!

Kaya... nag lakad lakad kami at mga kung ano ano ang mga kinuhanan namin.
Nung dumating na nung paglubog ng araw, hindi ko na pinalagpas ang kumuha ng jump pictures sa sunset. OO KAHIT MAY MGA TAONG NAG JO-JOGGING!

NAKAKATUWA KAYA! diba diba?
Wala akong masabing tama o medjo clear kasi nakakamiss na sila...
Gusto ko uling mag outing kasama sila.
AT MARAMING JUMP PICTURES!
Na may silhouette effect!
HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

Eto yung solo jump picture namin :D
Sayang at maliit lang pero makikita niyo sila sa Deviantart ko :D

At eto yung L O V E na ginawa namin :P
Muka naman diba?
CUTE NO?
inedit yan ni Janelle kaya mas gumanda :D

GUSTO KO NA ULIT MAMASYAL!!!

Loser Quiz » QuizRocket.com's

LOSERRRRRR!!!! :P

Hearts Day

2009-02-14T13:40:00.005+08:00

Today is the day for LURRRVE or LOVE and for me the happiest event is that yesterday was FRIDAY THE 13th!

Yesterday was fun, I gave chocolates to my college friends and I received something as well.

Oh! I also gave my mom a chocolate and she went emotional. :P

I wore something black for no reason at all but guess what ALMOST ALL OF US WORE BLACK YESTERDAY. [I guess it's just my instincts that told me to wear black and white O.O]

Who's all?
my school!!!

Isn't it funny? hekhekhek.

Some wore white with black (my case), some wore striped shirts with white and black, all black, or just white and let's not forget those people who wore RED/PINK/or any color related to red for the "event".

I wore my hair like this the whole day :P and as you can see I'm wearing white and black!!!

hehehehe. weird hair huh?
because I was "trying" to imitate Jiyong [big brother's] hair.

Right here! :] See the hair? :>

For those people who doesn't know a thing about him...
He's the leader of the korean boy band BIG BANG, and as of now I am still truly addicted to them. This addiction is actually getting worse (or better!) each and everyday.

To the people who knows him and them...
Don't bash me saying I'm a poser/wannabe/whatever of Jiyong or BIG BANG.
You do your things and I do mine...
This is also one way of showing my fan girl-love for them.

My friends made a plan to go ice skating somewhere [planned by Marco] and they say he's treating all of us, but as usual I rejected that plan and just went home. It was at 7pm and I live in Quezon City and that skating thing was in MOA... *sigh*

[KILL JOY] *wind sound effect* [sighs...]

I went home to take care (how sweet! BLEH.) of my little brother [well he's not so little anymore, he's already 12] and saw him holding a handkerchief, sniffing, and coughing. [sorry for the up coming cheeseyness] I shouted at him and [well I always do this] hugged him and squeezed him [he's chubby].

Then felt that he was TOO HOT [not hot = sexy] he caught a fever and was practically waiting for me to come home [sniff. sniff. sob]. So... the big sister role was acting... and you know stuff...

When I gave him the medicine I asked him if I will have to tell it to our mom, and he refused. I kind of laughed because the three of us were really all alike.

Then later on around 7 or 8pm he thanked me because he felt better and he's fever was gone, he was also boasting about how fast he could recover from those things. :P

To finish this whole Friday the 13th-Valentines thing/post...
My mom bought us this creamy chocolate cake. YUMMY!

Happy 14th!

Spoliarium

2009-01-24T18:56:00.004+08:00

Para sa akin siguro isang napakagandang karanasan ang makita ang Spoliarium ni Juan Luna.

Bilang isang estudyante ng isang ART SCHOOL ni minsan hindi ko inisip yung mag field trip sa isang museum at mag "appreciate" ng art yung mga tipong babalikan mo yung mga artists na mas na una pa sayo at maski sa mga magulang mo. Kasi ang iniisip ko dati na sila o sabihin na nating nasa kasaysayan na sila at wala rin akong balak balikan yun, kumbaga ako ang gagawa ko ng sarili kong kasaysayan.

Self-centered ko no?
Kasi eto ang buong kuwento.

Kailangan namin sa History ng mga artifacts tungkol sa mga ninuno natin para sa isang midterm project. Kaya kailangan naming pumunta sa National Museum of the Philippines para makita at makunan ng litrato yung mga kinakailangan naming impormasyon.

Ayun, at ngayon kami nag punta. Kuha ng pictures at impormasyon tungkol sa mga bagay bagay.

Ngayon naalala ko na sabi sakin nasa kabilang building yung Spoliarium, syempre gusto ko siyang makita dahil ang Spoliarium ay isang malaking painting na gawa ni Juan Luna at ang painting na iyon ay nakita at nabasa ko lang sa libro at syempre nababangit sa history subjects ko nung elementary at high school. Yung may lalakeng hinihila tapos maraming dugo, kung medjo wala pa rin yung picture. BASTA YUN!

Syempre papakawalan ba namin yun nandoon na kami sa lugar na yun, dapat sulitin na namin yung 50 pesos pambayad ng entrance sa parehong building.

Medjo amazed na kami doon sa naunang building kung saan naandoon ang mga artifacts ng Pilipinas, kasi mas matanda pa yoon samin at nakakaaliw siyang tignan dahil luma na siya. Kumbaga may history talaga yung mga bagay maski nga yung mga plato at mga lalagyan.

Nung napunta na kami sa building kung saan nandoon yung mga paintings syempre medjo na tuwa kami at hindi na mapakali. Sa wakas at makikita na namin ang Spoliarium ang tanyag na Spoliarium.

Merong mga estudyante ring naandoon taga UP-Dil para sa isang art subject nila siguro iyon kasi kami HISTORY ang pinunta namin di talaga ART. Nag aantay kami sa may lobby ng museum dahil may hinihintay pa kaming isang tao, pero ok lang kasi masya naman kaming nag papakasabog at nag papakasaya sa may lobby. Nag lolokohan kami na papaano pag nakita na namin yung Spoliarium ano bang gagawin namin, pumasok na nga rin samin yung idea na papano kung nasira namin yun. Papagbayarin kami nun hanggang sa mamatay na kami at mapapasa na yung utang sa pinaka apo mo sa paa o kung ano man.

Nung bumukas na yung pintuan dahil papalabas na yung mga estudyante galing UP-Dil nakita namin yung isang parte ng Spoliarium at walang halong biro, medjo napa higop ako ng hangin nung nakita ko yun.

Dumating na rin ang oras namin para pumasok, dahil hinintay namin na kami kami lang ang nasa loob nung kwarto para naman ma-appreciate namin ang painting. Pag pasok namin, talagang ang painting na yon ang una mong tititigan at dadamdamin. Medjo nag dramatic pause pa kami sa gitna ng painting dahil nakakalula at nakakagulat na eto ang Spoliarium na nakikita lang namin sa kung saan.

ETO NA ANG AKTUAL NA PAINTING NI JUAN LUNA.

Nag ikot kami ng mabilis at napansin din ang isa pang painting na nasa kabilang gilid ng Spoliarium ang Assassination of Governor Bustamante and his son by Felix Ressureccion Hidalgo. Nag bigay rin ng isang tanong samin ang painting na yon, eto ay kung nasaan ang anak ni Governor Bustamante doon sa painting. Pero sandali lang namin inisip kung nasaan nga ba dahil bumalik ulit ang mga mata namin sa Spoliarium o ang Spoliarivm na meron pang lagda na LVNA.

Dumating din sa punto na nakaupo lang kami sa gitna ng kwarto at nakatitiglang sa painting, iniisip namin kung ilang canvas ba yung ginamit niya, simple lang yung signiture niya, kung papaano niya pinintahan yun, yung mga detalye nung mga tauhan sa larawan at lahat lahat na.

Hindi namin alam kung maiiyak ba kami o kung ano pero masarap yung naramdaman namin nung nakita namin yung painting, nakakainspire siya at nakakaintimidate din (dahil hindi ako magaling dun. hehe).

Ayaw na nga naming umalis dun eh, kung pwede dun muna kami ng isang araw hindi pa rin kami maaantok talagang tititigan lang namin yung painting.

Siguro bilang art student dapat nating makita ang mga gawa ng mga sinauna pang artists, dahil sa tigin ko mas maramdamin yung mga mensaheng pinararating nila lalo na, na buhay sila nung panahon ng kastila at ang pag hihirap ng mga pilipino sa ilalim ng mga mananakop.

Nakakawala ng pagod nung nakita namin yung painting at nakakawala rin ng mga iba pang iniisip mo.

Refreshing ba at mas nakakainspire lalo na sa mga art student o ang mga taong mahilig sa art dahil gugustuhin mo ring gumawa ng sarili mong obra maestra para sa hinaharap ay meron kang maiiwan at maipagmamalaki kahit naandoon ka na sa kabilang buhay.

Two-Zero-Zero-Nine

2008-12-31T23:03:00.003+08:00

Well... I'm not saying that I am NOT happy about New Year
but it's just going to be another year same old, same old.

I feel mean saying that but that's the thing I am thinking right now.
Maybe it's just me or I'm just too bored to be all happy and jumpy.

Anyway, to change the mood or something my most favorite holiday is New Year's eve/day.
Maybe the fireworks, noise, lights, fire, jumping, all that stuff...

ERRRR... why am I saying this?

I got my haircut last Monday, I dunno I just want to cut my hair and to think that Feng Sui says that cutting your hair before the eve or the new year itself is kind of lucky.

Cool eh? Just my luck!

Sadly this will be my last post of the year and probably my boring blog post.
You know you just felt like writing stuff and you know STUFF.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!
forget about your resolutions! HAHAHAHA!
JUST DO IT! :P

I'm gonna leave you with my latest picture my haircut thing. HAHAHAHA!

Vain right?

Happy-Merry-Holidays!

2008-12-25T10:58:00.002+08:00

Told ya' I'll give you something for Christmas!
HARHARHARHARHARHARHAR!!!

Well then, enjoy the rest of your day!!!

Happy Holidays!

2008-12-24T08:05:00.003+08:00

Oh yes! Today is my first post for my (1st ever college) Christmas break.

So what's up?

Well yeah nothin' much...

Sorry for my blogmates that tagged and commented on my past blog posts and my tag board sorry bout' that, I am usually on "breaks" since yeah... I am trying to study hard, doing my responsibilities, and stuff.

So this is actually something that I would not really do but hell yeah I watched Twilight. HAHAHA!
That was kind of weird right? Why make such a fuss about a movie?
Pfff... Twilight. HAHAHA.

Well because I really don't anticipate those kinds of movies and well... I was curious so I watched since when I was in my 3rd year of high school I think that Twilight thing started and Edward Cullen (Yeah... true he's ~~hot~~ lovable).

The movie was good thus made me read or LISTEN to the Twilight Series audio books I'm not really that much enthusiastic when it comes to reading.
Well anyways sorry but I really liked the book compared to the movie as some of them always say...

So I blogged about that already and now we will jump to something gross.
I just found out that the Philippines will do a remake of Twilight thus earning the title of the new series as TAKIPSILIM the Filipino translation for Twilight.

Yes, I am a Filipino and for me I think I do have a strong sense Nationalism but they just made me wish that I was not born as a Filipino because seriously, who's idea is it to do a remake of that movie/story?
Oh... please help him/her.
His/Her soul is in great damnation.

Feel free to click the link
It was even Perez Hilton who posted that news!
Oh my vegetables.

I emphasize that I AM A FILIPINO and well I feel so sorry for us always ripping things off like remakes of what not.
I apologize for this, I know what other Twilight fans feel because I too am fond of the series because I am almost done reading Breaking Dawn.

Let's have a moment of peace(I feel like mourning).

Now... It's Christmas Eve!!!
FOOD FOOD and MORE FOOD!!!
HAHAHAHAHA!

Sadly for me, I am always the one who buys presents late because I really don't have that much of the Christmas Spirit and yes please wait for next year.
To make it up for you guys I'll just make one myself and probably post it here tomorrow.

Happy Holidays people!
Thank you for everything!
HAVE FUN!

Debut

2008-11-30T15:09:00.004+08:00

Nakakahilong isipin na "DALAGA" na ako although hindi ko alam kung pano nga ba maging dalaga. Nalalapit na ang buwan na magiging legal na ako, 18 na ako sa January.

AY TAE.

Sino bang dalaga ang hindi naging problema ang pagiging 18 ano nga ba pag 18 ka na! Hay nakakaperwisyo... Lalo na yung mga tradisyonal na DEBUT yung tipong engrandeng handaan at lahat.

HAY...

Anyway, bakit nga ba ganito ako?

Kasi, Mag 18 na ako. Ako yung tipo ng taong hindi pala party, kung may party gusto ko yung mga kakilala ko lang kaya napagdesisyunan ko na wala akong magarbong handaan, kung pupwede nga lang sa Jollibee na lang ako mag debut.

Dilemma #1:
Party? May party na gaganapin pero yung maliit lang sa bahay nga lang eh.
Ok na yun sakin pero nakakahiya.
SOBRA!!!
Ewan ko nahihiya lang ako...

January kaya... ang daming may birthday.

Dilemma #2:
Yung childhood friend ko na si Pat o Patricia, mag 18 na rin yun. Sabay kaming lumaki hanggang sa lumipat na ako ng eskwelahan at lumipat ng Quezon City. Hindi ko inaasahang gagawin niya akong isa sa 18 candles niya, natouch nga ako kasi talagang tinago niya yung alaala namin bilang magkaibigan nung bata pa kami.
Grabe talaga yun.
Naiisip ko tuloy kung pano pag lumaki kami ng sabay at hindi ako lumipat.
*Memories*

Asan ang dilemma?

Same weekend niya gaganapin yung debut niya. As said earlier, 18 candles niya ako.
Pano yun?

HAY!

So ang iniisip ko na lang "gagawan" ko na lang siya ng regalo. :P
Syempre kailangan kong bumawi sa kanya.

DIBA?

Ayun...
NAKAKAWINDANG. SABOG.

Pero sa kabila ng lahat nag papasalamat ako sa pag me-meet naming dalawa nung bata kami.
Isa siya sa pinakamagandang memorya nung bata pa ako.

Di ko siya makakalimutan.
Gagawa ako ng paraan para sayo, para hindi ko ito mamiss. :D

I LOVE YOU PAT!
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY SATING DALAWA!!!
Good Luck sa lahat ng gagawin mo!

***Ako yung nasa left at siya yung nasa right, naisip ko na wala kaming picture ng magkasama. Simula nung lumaki na kami. Meron lang ako nung mga bata pa lang kami. Ngayon na photography ang aking course, eto na rin siguro ang pag kakataon na magkaron kami ng picture naming magkasama. Eto na rin siguro yung chance para mahabol ko yung mga taon na hindi kami nagkasama.

Best Friends

2008-11-09T17:46:00.005+08:00

*ehem ehem* Filipino tayo ngayon. Na-nose bleed na ako kaka english.

Kahapon (November 8, 2008) nag kita-kita kami nila Paula, Lyza, at Janelle. Di ko naman sila matatawag na barkada kasi hindi eh, sila talaga eh matatawag na "best friends" kung may rule ba na mag sasabi na dapat isa lang ang best friend mo... ewan ko na kasi madami akong "best friend" tsaka pano mo nga pala malalaman na "best friend" na sila.

Anyway.

Namasyal kami sa QC Circle, kung di niyo alam yun yun yung tower na may 3 anghel tapos nasa gitna siya at literal na paikot yung daanan, tapos dun din yung museum ni Quezon. Kung hindi niyo kilala si Quezon, ewan ko na sa inyo. Di yata kayo nakikinig sa mga history o filipino teacher niyo.

Anyway ulit.

Matagal tagal na nung huli kaming mag sama sama, kakaiba yung feeling na WE are back and together. Alam mo yung sa mga movies na nag sama sama ulit yung isang grupo ng "bad boys" tapos may gagantihan kayo, tapos uupakan niyo yung taong yun. Pwede rin na yung feeling na nag join forces yung Voltes V nung nagi silang isang malaking robot.

Oo, maraming description dun sa feeling na yung kasi masaya yung feeling. Hindi rin masya, masarap pa!

Kasi dun ko talaga naramdaman na sila lang talaga yung taong makakasama ko sa kabaliwan o kakatinuan, pati yung nasabi ko nung nag biking kami. Sa kabahuan man o sa kabanguhan. Hindi ko sila maipapagpalit sa kahit na sinong tao dito sa mundo!

Siguro kung walang manliligaw saming apat kami kami na lang ang mag kakatuluyan.

HAHAHAHAHA!!!

Kasi ganon eh, ganon namin ka love ang each other to the point na nag mamanyakan na kami

WAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

Namimiss ko na tong' mga to' ewan ko ba.

NAKAKAMISS EH!

Hay...

Sa mga nakakabasa nito.

Alam kong meron din kayong Best Friend or Best Friends.

Mahalin niyo sila!

I LOVE YOU FRIENDS! *mwah*

ANG MUSHY/CHEEZY KO.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

Hehehe! KARATE POSE! Nakakaewan to' :))

Ang patok na patok na "High School Musical" Jump, mas maganda amin! =))

I need to keep this blog alive!

2008-10-14T20:12:00.003+08:00

It's kind of weird for me to keep this blog alive and kicking. Unlike before almost everyday or everynight I could create 2-3 posts in one day, I dunno just share whatever happened to me that moment. The reason for me being lazy of blogging is I hate typing and texting or whatever, I wish I had a gadget where I could just talk to the keyboard and say blah...blah...blah... instead of using my hands. HAHAHA.

I'm now in college, damn. I hate you Marco! He's the fashionable person in the block, he knows stuff that is almost not known to the normal people without fashion sense. I'm thinking that I need a new "wardrobe" haha. I'm also thinking of my weight... I know I lost some pounds when I was in high school, still NOT GOOD! HAHAHA. (Tsina's talking about her weight, weird huh?)

Let's jump to another topic, since I'm into the photography major. When you take pictures from cameras with "windows" you know... not the modern type of cameras with LCDs. When you use your right eye in taking pictures, they say that you're into getting the objective parts of the picture. On the other hand or EYE, you really want to get the subjective parts of the picture you're more into the emotions and moods and all that drama.

Whatelse... Oh yeah, our INSOCIO group made a comics, well Ame the great drew it she's good *drool* also Patrick with those future animator's ability to shade... I envy them they are so talented... TALENTADO which means ang tarantado nila dahil sobrang talented nila.

Sidenote:
I'm quite annoyed if other people will use my newly created words. Like that Talentado, I "made" (if someone used it before me please tell. :P)that word when I was in my 1st year. Then there's this show, where they use that word. OH I HATE IT! IT'S MINE!!! hahahaha. How selfish.

LUCK GUYS!
I can feel your pain, we must all study hard.

byebye!!!

OPPPSSS...

2008-10-10T18:25:00.005+08:00

Recently I have been a mean person, and with that I just realized. That I REALLY AM A MEAN PERSON. bleh, so before I was just held back by my full of Christianity school. hehehe.

I'm not really sorry about myself, at least I know that I AM mean, cruel, evil, cunning, sly, and all the others. HARHARHAR *bats flying, thunder, the piano sound effect* We're in college dear(I'm missing Paulita). We should change for the better or for the worst. I KNOW MINE IS THE "CHANGE FOR THE BETTER" type of thing.

This just shows the "true me" that "I am a fox disguised as an innocent sheep." HARHARHAR. Thus negates the saying that "the true nature of man is good."

I'm actually loving it.

hehehehe. >:P
bye guys!
latur!

Second term

2008-09-28T09:30:00.002+08:00

September 8,2008

That was the date when our second term started, one more term and I'm at my 2nd year of college. Where (for me) is the start of my exciting year of studying in college.
*sigh*
HAHA. I can't wait so all I have to do for now is study hard so I'll go to my second year without any "subject troubles".

So much for an update huh?
Well... I'm a busy man. HAHAHAHA.

I'll update when I have the time.

Random

Second term-new subjects
STUDYING my camera - Manual mode
Our 4th year teacher for THE moved to SDA!!!
I'm missing my friends.... :(
I have to save money!!! - I'm getting poor. HAHAHA
DON'T BE LATE FOR CLASS!
Be a Dean's Lister - hihihihi. I won't give up.

Good Luck to everyone!
Thanks for visiting my blog!!!

Termbreak

2008-09-02T21:01:00.002+08:00

Today is the end of the 1st day of my termbreak and I only got till Sunday to take a "termbreak".

AT LAST!

The first term was one hell of a ride, so what about the... uhm... the next 8 terms? Oh My Veggies, I wouldn't want to imagine! *super girly scream*
Isn't it obvious that I really don't have any story to tell? Actually I do have but well I can't. HARHAR!

OH MY GULAY!!!
Stop talking nonsense!!! *slaps own face*

I have learned to love my blockmates given only 4 months, unlike high school (up to now I still hate some of them. HARHAR) Things really do change and with that word change, I really mean CHANGE. Say hello to the world of cruelty and say goodbye to the world of plastics. Yeah... College is tough and life is much tougher, what can I say... uhhmm... none. bleh.

I passed all my subjects still I didn't make it to the Dean's List.
No worries, I still have 8 terms to go. HARHAR *evil face*

I'll do my very best!!!

Oh yeah before I leave, I'll post this block picture that we took for our Politics and Governance or POLIGOV subject that we had for the 1st term.
We all adore our prof Sir Barlan!

Have a happy term break to the others!

Day After Day

2008-08-09T18:42:00.006+08:00

After 27 days or almost a month, I am updating again.
Now almost everyone has their own prelims or midterms, me on the other hand is now on my finals. Amazing huh? *Sigh* College.

I'm so sorry to all who have dropped by, commented, tagged, or whatever in my blog I am very much sorry that i couldn't reply to all of you because I am really busy and I want my first term to be good.

What is up with me right now?

Finals
Drawings/Papers/Photographs
Trying to be a Dean's Lister
Applying to be an org's officer
Trying to be responsible
finally exposure

So kinds of summarizes my whole activities from the month of May up to September, so you'll rarely see me write here.
But you'll probably see me updating my multiply account.
So just add me up there and see my activities.

Good Luck to everyone!!!
Keep up your good works!!!

I'll just leave you with my current favorite video from Big Bang
they're korean... but what the heck!
they're awesome!

College Life

2008-07-13T15:41:00.004+08:00

I'm in College now and I've never expected it as something fun and casual, I've always thought that it will all be serious and almost everyone would be by themselves and just be THAT serious about their own courses or studies. Because they always say to me that college is different from your elementary and your high school environment. Some also told me that I won't have any friends in college.

Everything of that is opposite of what I'm experiencing now and of what I have. Every bit of college life is actually fun and exciting. Even me taking my first ever midterm exam as a Frosh in DLS-CSB is exciting for me and is truly thrilling. Not to sound really boastful but I've made a lot of new friends, people of whom I'll trust during my college life. I'm very thankful for them being my friends and for accepting me as I am like my bestest buds back in high school.

College also taught me on how to be responsible and grade conscious unlike in my high school days. I'm just a bum who'll just study and take the exams and maybe pass or just fail. Unlike now, college taught me on how to cry on my failed tests and even cry when I am late in a class.

With everything that is new to me, of course I won't forget my memories of my high school days and even the friends that I made there.

There won't be a future if there won't be a present and especially the past.

* (left to right) Pau, Patrick, Alecks, Gene, me, Anna, Suzie, Apple, Marco

* (left to right) Patrick, Anna, me, Pau, Gene, John, Alecks, Marco, Suzie

Gintong Ice Cream

2008-06-22T07:40:00.003+08:00

Shocking...

Bumili ako ng PHP 100 na ice cream hindi ko alam kung worth it yung 100 kasi: masarap naman siya, malaki, matamis... BASTA MASARAP!
Pero malay ko ba... 100 yun noh!

May proof pa ako!
Well... syempre dapat lang! PHP 100 yun noh!!!

Happy Eating na lang sa inyo guys!
Ingat!

18 things that I want on my 18th Birthday

2008-06-10T18:21:00.005+08:00

Halos lahat kasi nang aking mga friendships eh, nag 18th birthday na at ako ay next year pa.
O diba? Haller? Naiingit naman ako [Uyyy... INAMIN] di naman sa naiingit talaga pero diba?
Parang kailangan ko na ring mag handa.
KAMMON MAMMON!!!

18 things that I want on MY 18th Birthday

Mala Asian attack na theme sa debut. [Uy mahal niyan! Poor lang me]
Siguro Sports Fest theme sa debut. [May kanya kanyang jersey ang bisita.]
YUNG HINDI MAHAL AFFORDABOL NAMAN!!! [halos lahat ng iniisip ko MAHAL!]
Ayoko nang FORMAL debut na lahat eh naka dress. Like EWWW!!! hahaha!
Ayoko rin ng 18 roses, saan ako mag kakalkal ng lalake if ever...
Syempre lahat naandoon.
Hindi BORING!!! parang pareho na sa HINDI FORMAL na party.
Pwedeng CIRCUS theme. HAHA!!!
The Click Five!!! [ASA]
Sa isang lugar na malayo sa bahay :))
World tour effect and party :))
WORLD TOUR AKO!
Boston... Boston... Boston... Boston... Boston...
Makasama ko ang aking mga friendships sa WORLD TOUR KO! [RAKON!]
CAMERA!!! DSLR PO!!!
To support to my number 1, gusto kong magsuot ng hanbok, kimono, and chinese dress
IBONG MANDARAGIT DEBUT THEME!!!
Don't wanna wear a "gown" RAR

HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
Lovet :"]

I'm IT!

2008-05-28T20:09:00.003+08:00

Tagged by LUKI :]

For the instructions:
Add your name on the list and simply spell out your name using the given Japanese letter- translations below. Tag six of your friends and inform them of the tag. Have fun!

TRANSLATION:
A ---> ka
B ---> tu
C ---> mi
D ---> te
E ---> ku
F ---> lu
G ---> ji
H ---> ri
I ---> ki
J ---> zu
K ---> me
L ---> ta
M ---> rin
N ---> to
O ---> mo
P ---> no
Q ---> ke
R ---> shi
S ---> ari
T ---> chi
U ---> do
V ---> ru
W ---> mei
X ---> na
Y ---> fu
Z ---> zi

1. OSWALD - moarimeikatate (sounds like american and states har....har...har...)
2. JUNELLE - zudotokutataku (Thank God I’m a Filipino! sounds like sadako. nyay! hehehe)
3. JACQUELINE - zukamikedokutakitoku (Ayay!! Unsaman ni perti mang taasa..wa ko kasabot nyahahaha)
4. LERMA - takushirinka (I’ll use this name if I’m in Japan!)
5. BREGIE -tushikujikiku (Wah....ang sagwa hehehehe)
6. SHENG - AriRiKuToJi (forget it! LOL!!!)
7. LYNN - TaFuToTo (Hahaha! It sounds like... Are we thinking the same thing? Hahaha!)
8. PRILY- Noshikitafu(hehehehee....ah, not bad! it's probably like saying "are you inlove with me????...hehehehehe!)
9. ESTER -kuarichikushi (ngeeee!!!!)
10.PORTIA - Nomoshichikika ( does it mean Chiquitita????)
11. LUKI - Tadomeki [sounds weird. haha.]
12. TSINA - Chiarikitoka [ WEIRD. Chicharon? HAHA]

Tagging: Paula, Lyza, Janelle, Ate Jessy, Ate Yeye, Miko

Pasukan na!

2008-05-24T12:19:00.002+08:00

Unang-una thank you sa mga dumadaan-daan pa rin sa "blog" ko at least na aalala pa nila na may nilalang pa dito na AKO.

I'm taking AB PHOTOGRAPHY sa DLS-CSB and I'm really proud of it, actually. I'm taking something na gusto ko at ginusto ko talaga. Sa CSB pa o-ha! Magagaling daw yung products nila especially yung galing sa mga School of Design and Arts and I'm glad I'm now part of it as well.

Hindi ako nang hinayang na hindi ako sa UP nakapasa, dream school ko... [bitter pa rin ba? DI NO! HAHAHAHA]

Tsaka masaya rin ako sa mga BLOCKMATES ko for 2 terms, wala akong konyong classmates at lahat naman eh nakakatuwa.

Pasukan na nga namin at GAGALINGAN ko siya, TAGA SA BATO.
Pinili ko to, Gusto ko to, WALA NANG ATRASAN.

GOOD LUCK!

Animo Benilde!

2008-05-12T20:40:00.001+08:00

Masaya naman ang lahat.

Akala ko "konyo nosebleeders" dun di naman pala.

Naka limutan ko rin mag green o kammon (hahahaha)

Can't wait :]

This is why I'm very null this summer

2008-04-29T10:49:00.000+08:00

Korea (Movies)

Miracle on 1st Street
Little Prince
For Eternal Hearts
Attack on the Pin-Up Boys
Unstoppable Marriage
Yobi, The Five Tailed Fox
Go Go Sister
200 Pounds Beauty
Seducing Mr. Perfect
Gangster High
Fly High
Arang
Mr. Wacky
Almost Love
Innocent Steps
Jenny, Juno
My Boyfriend is type-B
Daddy Long Legs
My Girl and I
The Art of Seduction
A Moment to Remember
Love So Divine
How to Keep My Love
Windstruck
My Little Bride
...ing
My Tutor Friend
The Classic
Sex is Zero
Lover's Concerto
Phone
My Sassy Girl
Il Mare

Korea (Series)

Three Dads One Mom
Single Dad in Love
Hong Gil Dong
In-soon is Pretty
Instoppable Wedding
I Am Sam
Coffee Prince
Flowers For My Life
Devil
Hello, Miss
Prince Hours
A Happy Woman
Lovers
Hwangjin-i
What's Your Star?
Spring Waltz
Trees in Heaven
Princess Hours
Hello, God
My Girl
Wedding
Princess LuLu
Only You
My Name is Kim Sam-soon
Fashion 70's
Bad Wife
Super Rookie
Green Rose
Wonderful Life
Sad Love Story
Sassy Girl, Chun-hyang
Stained Glass
Save the Last Dance for Me
Oh! Pil-seung, Bong Soon-Young
Full House
Sweet 18
Something Happened in Bali
Stairway to Heaven
Something About 1%
Winter Sonata
Taste Sweet Love
Autumn in my Heart

Dami no?

May GG-Client ka ba?

2008-04-20T21:41:00.002+08:00

Obviously, nabubulok na ako kakahintay sa ikalimang bwan ng taon o May. Never akong naging atat pumasok sa school katulad ngayon. Gustong gusto ko na talaga wala lang siguro dahil masaya ako kasi pinili ko to' at well Freewill or Freedon or whatever FREE ko ang nanaig sa desisyon na to' masayang masaya lang me.

HAHAHAHA

Ano pa ba?

18th birthday na ni Deidre! Like oh my guley!
Birthday din ni Joey :"]

Sa May 30 rin! May pupuntahan kami ni Deidre, diba Dei?

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Masaya... o kinikilig... o masaya lang talaga... aba ewan...

:"]

Ibang bansa?

2008-04-17T14:05:00.003+08:00

Naalala ko nung nag uusap kami dati ni Deidre, nasabi niya sakin na pupunta na silang Florida after her college or possibly pag naayos na yung paper work nila. Well, I didn't really expected something like that one coming. Si Deidre aalis at well sa ibang bansa pa siya mapapadpad. Aaminin ko na masyado akong attached sa mga minamahal kong kaibigan kaya gusto ko siyang sundan. Since parang fate rin naman na gustong gusto namin pumuntang Boston, might as well work there with her.

Pero parang iiwan ko ang lahat para sa kanya no?
Well of course not. Hello, aagree ba akong pumunta dun kung wala akong benifits?
Makakatulong siya sa aking "karir".

Hummm...

Parang padalos dalos lang ang lahat, I'll think about that pag nasa kolehiyo na ko eh di pa nga pasukan nag iisip na ko.

Hohumm...

All I'm sure is pwedeng pwede ko makatrabaho si Paula, my beloved bestest friend. HAHA

We'll rule the world! HARHAR

Happy!!!

2008-04-16T18:46:00.002+08:00

Yey! I have a new dress na for Deidre's debut!!!

Nakakaexcite kasi si Deidre eh, HAHA natutuwa naman ako. Bumili pa talaga ako nang dress para sa kanya. Take note BUMILI PA KO. Meaning RARE akong makitang nag bibistida. HAHAHAHA!!!

Ayun lang first time kong mag DRESS talaga.

woah! READY FOR COLLEGE NA!

wardrobe change na HAHAHAHA lufet

anyway malabo talaga ako ngayon.

NEXT TIME NA LANG ULIT!

What now?

2008-04-15T21:32:00.002+08:00

Now that I am most certainly back with this blogging world thing I actually forgot how to do those things that I did before like; telling you my everyday stories, my life, what I like, my frustrations, and some thoughts. I kind of forgot how to do THEM.

It's like it is my first time blogging but the difference is that I have the links and some OLD post and I just have to continue and it actually sucks because of course, almost all of us went on some hiatus or went for a break so... Seems like everybody is gone and we have to start from SCRATCH. owch.

So... what now?

Uhhh... very awkward...

I'm going to college now, well if that helps to open this kind of weird post. New life for me... I think. Well obviously it is different from high school especially my high school. EXCLUSIVE GIRLS school so no guys only teachers. hehehe, awkward.

Anyway, I just wanted to talk and well say HI again.

Well Goodbye and Goodnight!

Thank you!

2008-04-13T00:11:00.012+08:00

[PLEASE CLICK THE PICTURE FOR A BIGGER VIEW]

C.O.P.S. muna.
Thank you! Mamimiss ko kayo!

To Paula

To Lyza

To Janelle

To meh Busmates and long time friend(s

To Deidre

To Kenky

To Dana

To the BUS MATES

To Prudon

To them

and to the others ^_^

Thank you everyone!
Thank you for wasting your time knowing me, GOOD LUCK!

The end is here!!!

2008-04-01T11:09:00.002+08:00

Sa wakas ako'y isang malayang ibon na handa nang ipagaspas ang pakpak patungo sa walang hanggan. Ang labo pero nakuha ko yun sa radio play nila Ramon Bautista, Tado, at Angel yung IPUTOK MO SA LABAS medjo pareho pero hindi, pero yun.

Isa na akong graduweyt, at ako'y papatungo na sa Manila kung saan naandoon ang mga nakagreen at ang tunay na kapitbahay ng mga taga La Salle, matutupad ang mumunti kong pangarap na maging isang potograper at mag aaral lang ako sa kolehiyo nang 3 taon.

Hay, ang saya madadalaga na talaga ako. HAHA. Ano namang koneksyon, enywey sabi nga nila eh madrama daw pag graduation na yung tipong sinisinghot mo na yung sipon mo maging ang laway mo sisinghotin mo na rin kasi mapapaiyak ka sa mga pag hihiwalay at kung ano man. Pero hindi ko alam kung manhid ako o maaga na akong nag luksa para sa event na ito, kasi nung graduation hindi ako umiyak at parang wala lang ang nangyari. Siguro halata naman sa mga naging kaIBIGan ko kasi kayang kaya ko silang puntahan o bisitahin, kasi alam ko lahat sila asa katipunan lang at kapitbahay ko pa! Meron nga rin akong mga collegemate.

Nagustuhan ko talagang maging isang HIGH SCHOOL GIRL, di ko rin alam eh pero masaya talaga siya. Wala nga akong nakuhang academic award or chuvaness sa eskwelahan maramirami rin naman ang nakuha kong extra-korikular. Kahit wala akong honors masaya kasi natuto akong gumala kasama ang mga kaibigan dun sa high school. Biruin mo narating kami nang TRINOMA para lang makita yung Click Five, maging ang U.P. para lang sa Chocolate Kiss, Napa BOWLING pa nga sa Sta. Lucia at kung san-san pa. Masaya ang HIGH SCHOOL maiisipan mo lang bumalik ng grade school kasi mahirap sa high school. Gapangan ng mga grades. HAHAHA!

Syempre hindi sasaya ang pagiging HIGH SCHOOL kung wala yung mga teachers na sobrang HIP NA HIP at ROCK NA ROCK. Mga mahal kong guro sa bawat subject yung mga tipong binabagsak mo na yung subject niya pero di mo siya matiis dahil sa sobrang KOOL niyang personalidad. Syempre yung mga subject mo rin na paburito mo at syempre mataas ka pa, at yung teacher mo sobrang mahal na mahal mo talaga.

Nakadagdag pa sa mga kasiyahan sa high school eh yung mga orientation o mga talks, yun bang may nag turo saamin kung papaano mag pikture pikture at kung ano pa! Ayos astigin ang lahat. KOOL.

Marami akong natutuhan sa pagiging HIGH SCHOOL GIRL ko, lalo na yung makipag kaibigan sa mga kaklasse o sa mga hindi mo rin kaklasse yun bang out of the network ba na pakikipagkaibigan.

Masaya... Masaya talagang maging high school.

Salamat na lang sa mga taong naging kakilala ko sa mga taon ko sa high school.

**Blog ng pasasalamat. HAHA. BUKAS

Di lang isa sa masasayang araw 1

2008-03-06T18:26:00.008+08:00

Masaya ang araw na to' kasi naka gala kaming lahat ng aking friends medjo lang parang field trip kami sa Sta. Lucia 9 kami eh! HAHA.

Una nag kita-kita kami sa may Jollibee sa may bagong Petron sa Katipunan [uy! sponsor naman!!! joek!]. Medjo bumaboy ng konti kasi lumamon ako dun, ng almusal ko. HARHAR at nag "commuting community" kami nila Paula, Marmar, Mica, Prudon, Louise, at syempre ako. Sabi nga eh parang field trip na namin yun. Sa wakas rin naman ay nakarating kami at nag LIBOT, nag window shopping lang naman at napabili ako nang isang 3 cellphone chuva. Tapos nag WOF pa kami WORLD'S OF FUN, kami lang kasi yung tao BUMP CARS at kung ano pa! Muntikan na rin si Paula mawalan ng CELLPHONE! Ayun buti nakumpleto ang bunch nung nakita na namin sila Janelle, Lyza, at Gem syempre gutom at dun na rin ako namulubi nung kumain pa kami sa Wendy's napamalas pa nga eh! Biglang naula yung inumin ko! POVERTY STRIKES!!!

ANG SAKIT SA BULSA!!!

Sobrang nanLEECH ako para makasorbibe!!! sufer talaga!!!

Pero tulad nga nang sabi ni Prudon eh, ok lang kahit walang pera... marami naman daw akong kasama. Na late nga yung i-rereact ko sa kanya nun eh [AWWWWWWWW].

Anyway...

yan muna ang UNANG SAGA nang kwentong ito ABANGAN!!!

Exams Week at marami pang iba

2008-03-03T15:47:00.003+08:00

Bilang isang "outgoing" batch sa isang eskwelahan halos lahat ng mga pangyayari ay napakabilis. Parang kailan lang nauubos ko na yung buhok ko kakatangal dahil sa pag aapply sa isang college. Nagyon exams na namin at hindi ko na talaga alam kung ano pa nga ba ang mangyayari sa susunod.

Bukas nga eh Economics exam namin at hello! Hindi pa ako gumagalaw!!! Mayayari ako niyan!

Halos buong high school life ko sinasabi ko sa sarili ko kaya ko yan, dahil kung hindi ko kinaya siguradong wala na ako ngayon at malamang eh tinali ko na ang sarili kong patiwarik sa isang punong matanda. [Haha! Mga Ibong Mandaragit!]

Kaya yan, kahit na hindi kakayanin pa rin!

Maiba naman sa sariling pep talk...

Napasok ako sa elective na Malikhaing pag susulat o Creative Writing, at ang pinaka masaya doon ay MAG PAPASA PALA KAMI NG MGA NAGAWA NAMING LIKHA SA WEDNESDAY! Ay nako, anak ng tinapay... TINAPON KO NA KASI EH.

Mangangalawang na ako tulad ng sabi ni Sir Bigs. HAHA.

Nakakamiss mag blog ng ganito, WAHAHAHA!
Babasahin niyo yung daily life ko. [u-lol]

Henyway...

O siya-siya aalis na ako, mag aaral na ako. [ITATAGAK KO SA BATO!]

Magandang hapon!

Shiz...

2008-02-29T19:01:00.002+08:00

Utang na loob.

Oo sige, hindi ako isang pobre na nakakaranas ng pag hihirap tulad ng nararanasan ng ibang mga tao sa ating lipunan. Pero hindi naman ako ganoon ka manhid na NAG HIHIRAP na talaga tayo.

Pero yung mga nasa balita ngayon?
Isang welga para mapatalsik ang pangulo?

Sino nga bang tanga at sinabing gumawa tayo ng bagong EDSA hindi ang 1 na para kay Marcos hindi ang 2 na para kay Estrada 3 para naman kay Arroyo. Isang malawakang pag aaklas dahil sa ZTE issue na yan, ni hindi lahat ng tao alam kung ano talaga ang posibilidad na kagamitan ng bansa natin sa ZTE na yan.

May naririnig din akong Jun Lozada, bagong bayani daw kasi sinabi niya ang katotohanan na ang ZTE project na yan ay isang kahibangan.

Bayani? Mga walang utak ang mga taong to'

Ni hindi pa nga namatay yung tao para sa pakikipaglaban para sa kalayaan ng bansang Pilipinas bayani na siya. Sila-sila rin ang gumagawa nang kaguluhan, at sinasabi nilang gusto nila nang kapayapaan. Eh ano ang kapayapaan sa mga pinaggagagawa nila?

Sumigaw buong magdamag sa Makati para mag karoon ng kapayapaan? Eh pinapagulo nga nila ang kabuhayan ng ibang mamamayan ng bansa dahil sa mga pakay nila. Wala na bang nag sawa sa pakulong yan?

Mag aalsa para mapatalsik ang pangulo at ano pag katapos nun?
Pag napalitan PAYAPA na uli ang lahat?
Eh kung hindi?
Sino nanaman ang sisisihin niyo?
Ang kasalukuyang nakaupo sa pwesto?
MAG WEWELGA NANAMAN BA KAYO?
Sino nga ba ang gusto niyong ipalit para PAYAPA na ang lahat ang taong nag ngangalang JUN LOZADA?
Sa tingin niyo ba ang diperensya lang sa lipunan natin ay ang ating presidente?

Hindi, lahat tayo may kanya-kanyang diperensya. Masayado kasi tayong umaasa sa gobyerno para sa lahat. Pag nag kaloko-loko ang lahat sa gobyerno syempre sasabog nanaman ang mga welga at aklasan. Ano ang nadulot non? WALA!

Keysa mag aksaya nang mga puno pampagawa sa mga kartolina at mga iba pag kagamitan para lang maging props sa welga, bakit hindi na lang ibuhos lahat sa pagtatrabaho at sa pag gawa. Sa pag gawa may pera at mabubuhay ka, eh ang pag proprotesta ba ay may pera? Wala diba? Maari ka pa ngang mawalan ng buhay para lang doon.

Nakakainis lang talagang makita na kapwa Pilipino ang kalaban ng Pilipino rin. Mas ok sana na makita ko ang mga kababayan ko kalaban ang mga tao na taga ibang bansa pero hindi eh... sariling lahi, sa iisang bansa.

Walang aangal sa reklamo kong to' dahil akin to' OKAY BA?

Counting the days

2008-02-18T19:06:00.002+08:00

Even my trusty planner's remaining pages feels that we are finally going to be out of our school and start something new out there, yeah just out there. HAHA

After 2 weeks as they say it is all over. FREEDOM!!! lol

Just feels weird that on your final year of high school people would suddenly turn against you WHY NOW? GOOD HEAVENS!!! my adjective is kind of wrong right, but really it is weird that they are doing this to me JUST NOW, NOW!!! why not when we were in 3rd year or even the 1st year of our high school days...

God...

Anyway... back to the freedom... yes we are finally free!!! YEY lol

Have to go since this post is probably SENSELESS LIKE ALWAYS!
But hey you're still reading huh!
OK BYE NOW!

aww!

2008-02-02T07:21:00.000+08:00

Empty by The Click Five
AWWWW!!! Melts meh Heart!!!
Dramatic lines, music, vocals, EVERYTHING!

even the music video itself.

The Click Five <3

PAHABOLERS!

2008-01-30T16:11:00.000+08:00

Since wala akong masabi at magawa [besides WARCRAFT]
Sagot tayo ng FRIENDSTER bulletins...

38 FIRST REACTIONS
type what comes to your mind first whenever you hear these 38 words.
Don't think and don't go back and change.
Doesn't matter how random just type it!

1. Beer
- YAK

2. Food
- gutom na ko...

3. Relationship
- wala

4. Your CRUSH
- taken na siya eh. AWCH

5. Song
- It Means Nothing andito sa blog ko eh. HAHAHAHA

6. Life
- Bwiset na hindi na OO na ewan.

7 . Color
- Green

8. Dream Job
- Photographer

9. The President
- PANGET

10. Yummy
- NAGUGUTOM NA KO

11. Summer
- oh oh oh ooh I'm restless oh oh oh ooh defenceless

12. Movie
- The Notebook?

13. Halloween
- Mumu

14. Night
- Gabi

15. Religion
- ok

16. Myspace
- OWYEAH!!!

17. Fear/Phobia
- pwede namang lahat eh

18. Marriage
- HAHAHA yikee

19 . Kleenex
- Tissue

20. SLIPPERS
- TSINELAS!

21. SHOES
- sapatos...

22. Asia
- andito ako HAHA

23. Pizza
- ANAK NG TINAPA GINUGUTOM MO KO!!!!!

24. One night stand
- YAK KADERRR

25. Cell Phone
- weird

26. TV Show
- uhhhh.....

27. smoke
- KADER!

28. News
- boring

29. COLLEGE
- papunta pa lang

30: Highschool Life
- mahirap! HAHA

31. Tattoo
- Urbandub yung kanta nila LOL

32. Stars
- The stars in the sky will never be the same.... HAHA

33. Fitness Center
- del monte HAHAHA FIT AND RIGHT

34. Friends
- lovidabies

35. Work
- Tamaders HAHA

36. Hell
- ANG INET!

37. Money
- MASAYA!

38. Heartache
- awwwwww....

After a year...

2008-01-30T15:59:00.000+08:00

POINK.

Ang tagal no?

Tapos na akong mag 17 after 16 days
cool no 16 tas 17 lol ang labo

Anyway ang point talaga dun eh ANG TAGAL [times to the 1000 power] ko nang di sumusulat dito.

Di ko na alam mag kwento...
Feeling ko isang taon na akong wala dito.

Hay siguro pag alam ko na... or feel ko na ulit [may pa feel-feel pa eh]

May oras din yan :)

Belated Happy Halloween, Merry Christmas, and Happy New Year!

2007-12-24T21:52:00.000+08:00

Whew! What a year! *blasts fire works and jumps around like what...*
Every thing is now finally over and hello to 2008!

I'm already done taking my college entrance exams for UP, Ateneo, UST, and DLS-CSB!
Ha! At least I'm done with the feelings of taking my test for my future, all I need now is to think that I'm going to have my future! *GASP*

Done with that ~~evil~~ school "term paper". Why do we have to write something like that anyway... It still won't solve all the social injustices here in the world. We're just giving problems to the environment for the paper that is.

AND ALL THOSE (school/home/all) STUFF THAT I DID IN THE YEAR 2007

In short...

YEY!!!!!!!!! I'M ALMOST FREE!!!! lol

Thank Heaven's that it really is finally over, agree?
I bet you too have your things that was needed to be done for the year 2007 and now December 31 is finally coming it's all over.

2007 was the most rollercoaster-ride-like year for me or even as hyper as that ride in terms of describing...
Many things happen to me this year unlike last year or the past 16 years of my life.
I had new ones and I've lost a lot in things maybe, but with people and the others...

It's crazy that my life in this year was like a drama of some sort, because in every month of this year I don't miss a single day without having tears in my eyes.
I don't know sometimes I just cry... cry, cry, and cry.
In others it is because of pain or whatever.
Some dramatic side of mine...

Did you know that to ride a bicycle is also a dream that is hard to achieve.
Believe it or not I really want to ride my bicycle as in now, but I can't as my doctor tells me not to.

At times I tell someone some of my 'dramatic' lines for some reason, I can't explain.
Those lines sounded like it came from a really heavy drama, but no it's my orginal. LOL

Very emotional huh. loser.

*slaps self*

On the brighter side...
I have a lot to love thanks to this year.
It's just different from before that I'm loving A LOT of people, unlike before.

RAR.

I'm being dramatic here...
I'll just post a part 2 maybe...

heck, I'll just end it this way first!

MERRY CHRISTMAS and a HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU (reader)
THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING!

Patay ka na ba?

2007-11-29T19:55:00.000+08:00

Deym!!!

Tagal ko nang di nag BLOGING!
WAHAHAHA!

Busy-busyihan sa buhay "mag cocollege na" hay... alam kong mahirap ang buhay.
PERO BAKIT PARANG HUMIRAP SIYA LALO NUNG NAG 4TH YEAR AKO!
Syempre anong say ko dun?

Ano na bang nangyayari sakin?

1. Well 2 buwan na akong na "JE-JETLAG" sa The Click Five simula sa Trinoma hanggang ngayon.
Siguro alam niyo naman yung pakiramdam na ganon...
AHH...

2. Nalabas na yung 1st issue namin!
Wala lang and saya!

3. Mga Ibong Mandaragit ni Ka Amado, basahin niyo nang mamulat naman kayo sa katotohanan nang lahat na nangyari sa Pilipinas.

4. Kailangan kong mahabol yung CSB application form!!! LIPAD KUNG LIPAD!!!

5. Bittersweet ang HIGHSCHOOL lalo na ang 4th year!

6. Binu-bully ako nang ART CLUB ng school. HAHAHAHAHA!!! lols

7. wala akong magawa sa buhay sobrang masaya ako at nag kukwento ako dito YEY!

8. UST... I love you na. Di naman ako mamahalin ni UP eh.

9. WAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!

10. wala lang :D

Well... ano yung ginawa kong top 10 dun? Wahahaha!
Feeling ko ngayun maya-yakap ko kayong lahat!
Hehe!

HELLO ULIT!!!!

Sembreak

2007-11-01T15:20:00.000+08:00

Hay ang emo naman ng sembreak na to' hindi ko kasi ma feel na ANG SAYA-SAYA WALA NA KO SA SCHOOL! Tapos dagdag nga naman yung mga nakakalungkot na kanta na pinapakingan ko katulad ng Empty - The Click Five. Santisima por diyos!

4 na araw na lang ang natitira sa sembreak tapos papasok nanaman! Nako!!! Bwiset! Oo nga pala syempre tambak nga naman yung assignments putong malupet!!! Sembreak na nga lang ang LINGGO nang pag iisip ibibigay pa sayo PAG IISIP TUNGKOL SA ASSIGNMENTS!

Ewan ko na lang! Bahala na si Batman!

Come-back post

2007-10-27T15:34:00.000+08:00

Minsan hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit kailangan mo pang mabuhay sa mundo para lang maranasan ang lahat ng pag hihirap sa buhay.
Kadalasan sa banding huli wala rin, bigo ka salahat ng plano mo at pooff bawal ng balikan ang nangyari.
Kasama na nga rin doon yung pag sisisi mo dahil hindi mo nagawa o dapat hindi mo nagawa.

Lahat naman yata may ganoon na nararamdaman malamang dahil pare-pareho tayong nabubuhay sa iisang mundo.
Na-obserbahan ko kasi na halos lahat ng makakausap ko may maisisngit silang problema nila sa buhay na alam kong hindi ko kayang masulusyonan.
Kung pwede na nga lang sabihin eh "patayin mo sila, para sumaya ka na" o "mag pakamatay ka, o diba GOODBYE" para wala na rin yung pag sisisi.

Pero sadyang ganon eh.
Wala naman tayong magagawa, kumbaga permanent ink na yan na nakasulat sayo.
Kung ano ang mangyayari, mga inaasahan mong mangyayari pero hindi nangyayari, ang mga bigla na lang nagyayari, o kung ano pa mang ibang sitwasyon jan.

Hay.
Nakakainis talaga mabuhay dito noh?
Lagi na lang pag sasaya ka may mga bagay naman na sisira sa kasiyahan mong yon, maliit man o malaki.
Sabihin mo mang mag gusto mo nang mamatay para makatakas.
Takot ka naman sa kamatayan at kung ano ang nag aabang sayo sa kabila.

Sasabihin mong susubukan ko ulit at papagbutihan mo pa lalo.
Wala buong pwet mo yata ay may permanent ink ng kamalasan eh mission failed ka pa rin.

Hay.
Buhay walang hiya ka.

[lahat ng ito'y idea lamang wag seryosohin]

October 12

2007-10-14T10:37:00.000+08:00

October 12 was pretty much THE most "I don't know what I'm going to feel" type of day we went to The Click Five concert the "Friday" concert. Well we were very-very unlucky with the stub things.

They gave us the wrong stub.
The heck of all the things!!!

This was our fist time going to a "international concert" well going to a concert probably and of all the problems, sheesh! They even told us that they'll change our pass because the real pass is uhmmm... MISSING? We had our hopes up at that time because we're going to be inside the gate and not outside. Well what do you know they didn't change our so called stub and they told us that they'll just going to honor it later. DAMN CRAP.

And unluckily the show started with the crowd crowding our view.
Of course we weren't enjoying the concert, our 1st concert that we actually spent our money in.
Wait... again this is OUR FIRST EVER INTERNATIONAL CONCERT.

We were ready to leave because the hell what's the use!
Oh... and I was with Deidre and Nikki at that time.

*Sigh*

It was actually late for us to enjoy the show. When they sang Empty, Jenny, Just the Girl, Catch Your Wave, and Headlight Disco, and finally the show ended and it was our only time to get in. At least we were lucky enough at that time that we get to MEET AND GREET them.

Turn... Turn... Turn...

Another thing also when it was or turn our cameras weren't allowed. CRAP again.
Finally our turn is here Nikki went first, next is Deidre, and me.
I hate that guard!!! he blocked me from entering!
It felt like it was a clothes line move in wrestling...

Then I stopped and saw Nikki and Deidre hugged Kyle or Kyle Patrick.
Yes, score for them, but rather shocked with what they did.

Thank the Heavens that guard left me alone!

The problem now is how to deal with Kyle as they say he is *cough* cute.
Then I looked at his face, and it was funny that his face expression is that he's expecting something from me like a hug, kiss, or whatever but I just gave him the booklet and said my thank you's.

And went on...

Joe handshaked me and signed my booklet. Thank You!
[I want to name him Bob hihihihi]

And Joey *cough* *cough* I gave him my booklet and he handshaked me.
Never thought of it but he was the longest TC5 member that held my hand that "kind of long" I smiled and he smiled. Then I thought he was going to let go with that polite smile. At that time his face expression was as if he was waiting for something. Then without any thoughts or anything I told him my name and he told his name. Then he signed my booklet and said my thank you's again.
[Weird... *blush*]

Ben...
Ben with the golden hair and that matcho apperance, I was actually scared to face him. I really don't know why.
But I really like him. For some reason that I also don't know why.
Anyway we looked at each other eye-to-eye and then signed my booklet.
I guess that was the reason I was "kind of" scared to see him. Of couse I said my thank you's

Ethan too was like Ben I was scared...
I don't know!!!
I just gave him my booklet smiled and saide my thanks and left.

I actually forgot our UNLUCK events at that time!!!

Then Deidre and I went home giggling like hell.
You know what I mean...

Well... I hope they'll come back and promise!
I will get the best seats!!!

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA *evil laugh*

New Things

2007-10-12T10:43:00.000+08:00

There will be a lot of changes out here :)

and with our group blog...

Sana maging active ulit yung blog ko katulad dati...
Nakakamiss yung may kausap sa blog araw-araw :)

Good Luck!

2007-09-23T09:25:00.000+08:00

Gusto ko na atang mag patiwakal kasi di ko na talaga alam kung anong gagawin. Ang dami nilang tinatambak samin. Eh pano pa ko nag hahabol ako ng grade, mababa yung last quarter ko eh. Pukrat talaga! Papel dito, Arte jan, Kanta dito, Sulat nanaman doon. Di ko na talaga alam.

Gusto ko nga palang ibahagi ang napaka malas na araw namin ng groupmates namin O ang kamalasan ng buhay ko. Lahat kami pumunta ng bahay ng isa naming kagrupo at doon nag simula ang aming kalbaryo patungo sa landas na di namin alam kung saan. [DRAMA :P]

Una nawalan ng kuryente habang may ginagawa kaming technical na mga bagay buti laptop yun at may battery siyang nalalaman, pero yun nga lang paubos na rin. Nung nagkailaw na eh binalak na naming tumuloy at mag "shooting" ulit. Di rin namin namalayan na naiwanan pala ang camera ng "photographer" namin sa PARK, dahil ito'y nakalagay sa isang supot na nakalimutan naming pansinin at dalhin.

Syempre ang mga utak talaga ng mga tao, lalo na ng mga mandurokot at sinasadyang KLEPTO kinuha "niya" yung camera. Iniwan nga niya yung supot eh, ang bait niya at na alala niya talaga niya yung iwan sa halamanan yung supot. Syempre wala talaga yoon sa isip namin na may gagawa non, syempre sino bang mag paplano na "iwawala namin yung camera niya" diba? At alam niyo ba, doon ko lang naramdaman na kahit ba sabihin mong matulungin, mabait, at nakakapagbigay ka ng saya sa may mga problema. WALA KA PA RING MAGAGAWA ni nga isang salita sa 20 minuto ata nun wala akong mabangit na kahit na anong salita, wala rin akong magawang aksyon.

Naupo nga lang kaming lahat sa kwarto at nag isip ng hindi rin namin alam kung ano. Ang tahimik nga eh... nakakabingi.

Pero tumuloy kami, gamit naman ng camera ko tumuloy kami at medyo na ramdaman na "ok lang, kaya natin to"

Pero malas pa rin. MUNTIK na kaming maligo sa ulan, buti na lang magaling kaming tumakbo at sumilong.

Nagpatuloy ang araw at kamalasan pa rin, nawalan ulit ng kuryente. Hindi ba parang pinaparusahan kami ng mundo? Matatapos na kami sa MALAKING PROJECT namin tapos ginaganito kami? Ano bang nagawa naming mali?

Di nag laon, tumila na ang ulan ng kamalasan. Papauwi na kami at medyo kalma na ang lahat. Nakasakay kami ng taxi ng sobrang bilis, pagkarating yata namin sa gate e nakakuha na kami nang sasakyan. Akala ko... swerte na kami ng kasama ko.

Nabundol o Nabangga ang sinasakayan naming taxi ng jeep na papalabas sa isang terminal.

Nung nangyari yun, gusto ko na talagang sumigaw sa kalye at sabihing "GANITO BA AKO KASAMA AT LAHAT NA LANG NG BAGAY SA PALIGID KO MALI"
Pero buti na lang at galos lang ang natamo ng taxi na sinasakyan namin, maluha luha na ako nung malaman na ok lang talaga ang lahat. CHILL.

May natutunan nga ako kay manong taxi drayber eh, kasi kahit na nagalusan yung taxi niya di niya siningil ng kahit ano si manong jeepney. Kasi raw kawawa naman kung sisingilin niya, mahirap ang buhay.
Sino-sino pa bang mag dadamayan kundi ang mga kapwa mo.

Naituro nga niya yung mamahaling isports car na itim, sabi niya papaano kung yoon ang nabanga ni manong jeepney.
Kukuha pa yata yun ng abogado para sa isang galos sa kotse.

Halo-halo ang natutunan ko nung araw na yoon, kahit ba hindi talaga malinaw. Meron naman syempre! Yung mga lessons in life na dapat di na maulit pa.

Bahala na lang sa buhay.
Sa susunod na lang!

bangag at sabog

2007-09-17T19:26:00.000+08:00

Kakatapos lang ng ACET ko o namin.
SABAWAN ng utak. SABAWAN
at si PBB boy yung Ateneian, roommate ko.
kung di ako nga kakamali Palma Hall din siya.
MAG KASABAY TALAGA KAMI.
BWAHAHAHAHA. yun lang ata yung nakakatawa.

tsaka... Maraming Intsik/Koreano/Hapon ang nag test.
wala lang yun lang!

Wala... SABAW eh...

Isa sa mga MAGANDANG example ng after effects ng ACET

Tsina (9/17/2007 7:17:59 PM): mas hot pa ko sa kanya
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:18:08 PM): NAG LALAKE FORM NANAMAN AKO
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:18:11 PM): as usual
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:18:17 PM): i got some girls
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:18:18 PM): =))
Paula the cactus (9/17/2007 7:18:30 PM): and i got aishwarya~!
Paula the cactus (9/17/2007 7:18:33 PM): :>
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:18:37 PM): =))
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:18:40 PM): putek
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:18:45 PM): basta polo
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:18:51 PM): "slakers"
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:18:56 PM): tuck in
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:19:03 PM): sneakers
Paula the cactus (9/17/2007 7:19:25 PM): ng acet?
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:19:25 PM): and the nakataas ang collar style na may di ayos na necktie
Paula the cactus (9/17/2007 7:19:26 PM): :))
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:19:28 PM): di
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:19:32 PM): KANINANG PE
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:19:34 PM): =))
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:19:44 PM): ;)
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:19:47 PM): hot ko nho
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:19:55 PM): mapababae o lalake
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:19:57 PM):
Paula the cactus (9/17/2007 7:19:59 PM): HOMAYGAHD. LORA. =))
Paula the cactus (9/17/2007 7:20:03 PM): nakakababae ka po. =))
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:20:16 PM): isang kindat lang
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:20:22 PM): LAGLAG PANTY MO
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:20:24 PM): =))
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:20:26 PM): =))
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:20:27 PM): =))
Paula the cactus (9/17/2007 7:20:37 PM): shut up! =))
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:20:51 PM): kaya mo ba kong talunin?
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:20:53 PM): HAHAHAHAHA
Paula the cactus (9/17/2007 7:21:10 PM): AHEM.
Paula the cactus (9/17/2007 7:21:15 PM): NGITI PALANG, ULAM NA.
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:21:22 PM): WAHAHAHAHA
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:21:27 PM): ang gago natin ah
Paula the cactus (9/17/2007 7:21:27 PM): potaena. san ko ba narinig yan! =))
Paula the cactus (9/17/2007 7:21:30 PM): =)) =)) =))
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:21:31 PM): =))
Paula the cactus (9/17/2007 7:21:32 PM): OO NGA EH!
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:21:38 PM): putek
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:22:02 PM): tapos as in nag joke ako kay mica yata or sa ibang tao
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:22:07 PM): sabi ko talag
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:22:11 PM): talaga
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:22:18 PM): so... MADALAS KA BA DITO?
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:22:20 PM): =))
Paula the cactus (9/17/2007 7:22:33 PM): you come here OFT. en.?
Paula the cactus (9/17/2007 7:22:34 PM):
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:22:39 PM):
Paula the cactus (9/17/2007 7:22:42 PM): SHUT UP LORA. SHUT SHUT SHUT UP! =))
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:22:52 PM): =))
Paula the cactus (9/17/2007 7:22:55 PM): masisiraan ako ng ulo sayo. =))
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:22:59 PM): di mo matake no!!!
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:23:00 PM): =))
Paula the cactus (9/17/2007 7:23:13 PM): CHE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:23:46 PM): =))
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:23:53 PM): madalas ka ba dito?
Paula the cactus (9/17/2007 7:23:59 PM): MYGAHD LORA. meygahd!
Paula the cactus (9/17/2007 7:24:05 PM): POST-ACET DEPRESSION NA BA ITO? =))
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:24:08 PM): isang kindat lang, maka laglag panty na
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:24:15 PM): ngiti pa lang, ulam na
Paula the cactus (9/17/2007 7:24:21 PM): PLES. :))
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:24:24 PM): THIS IS VERY BLOGABOL
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:24:26 PM): =))
Paula the cactus (9/17/2007 7:25:18 PM): =))
Paula the cactus (9/17/2007 7:25:18 PM): nagaral ka na sa math>
Paula the cactus (9/17/2007 7:25:19 PM): ??
Paula the cactus (9/17/2007 7:25:22 PM): 8DDDD
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:25:36 PM): di pa
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:25:52 PM): putek talaga
Paula the cactus (9/17/2007 7:25:53 PM): APIR! :))
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:25:56 PM): =))
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:25:58 PM): latur
Paula the cactus (9/17/2007 7:26:07 PM): oo nga. LATURR nalang! :))
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:26:18 PM): hahaha
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:26:23 PM): nakakagago yun a
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:26:29 PM): SINONG MAS LALAKE
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:26:31 PM): =))
Paula the cactus (9/17/2007 7:26:38 PM): baka maiyak ka, tol.
Paula the cactus (9/17/2007 7:26:40 PM): =))
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:26:52 PM): tsk.
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:26:57 PM): baka mag sisi ka
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:27:02 PM): LUMABAN KA PA SAKIN
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:27:04 PM): =))
Paula the cactus (9/17/2007 7:28:27 PM): MAS MATON AKO SAYO. :))
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:28:38 PM): muka kang bading
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:28:48 PM): wala kang binatbat
Paula the cactus (9/17/2007 7:29:54 PM): ako ang mas may bayag sa ating dalawa. (extreme reference from mga ibon. OPS.)
Paula the cactus (9/17/2007 7:30:07 PM): mga ibon.
Paula the cactus (9/17/2007 7:30:07 PM): AY PUTA. =))
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:31:00 PM): =))
Paula the cactus (9/17/2007 7:31:04 PM): wala na lora. TALO KA NA.
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:31:04 PM): oo may bayag ka
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:31:11 PM): SUPOT KA NAMAN
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:31:14 PM): =))
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:31:18 PM): BWHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAH
Paula the cactus (9/17/2007 7:31:19 PM): SUPOT? supot?!?!?!
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:31:20 PM): ano?
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:31:27 PM): =))
Paula the cactus (9/17/2007 7:31:28 PM): I'LL BE BANGING CHICKS LEFT AND RIGHT DUDE.
Paula the cactus (9/17/2007 7:31:42 PM): AND YOU, YOU DON'T EVEN HAVE THE BALLS TO FLIRT PROPERLY.
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:31:49 PM): BALLS?
Paula the cactus (9/17/2007 7:31:53 PM): :>
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:32:00 PM): makalapit lang ang babae sakin
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:32:05 PM): BUNTIS SILA AGAD!
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:32:07 PM): =))
Paula the cactus (9/17/2007 7:33:04 PM): ULOL. ano ka gago? =))
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:33:59 PM): sabi sayo eh.
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:34:01 PM): BAKLA KA
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:34:04 PM): =))
Paula the cactus (9/17/2007 7:34:25 PM): MAS BAKLA KA.
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:34:45 PM): =))
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:34:56 PM): =))
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:35:16 PM): PA KISS NGA
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:35:18 PM): =))
Paula the cactus (9/17/2007 7:35:43 PM): =)) =)) =))
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:36:03 PM): bwahahaha
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:36:05 PM): BUMIGAY!
Paula the cactus (9/17/2007 7:36:12 PM): ULOOOOL.
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:36:21 PM): blog ko to
Paula the cactus (9/17/2007 7:36:21 PM): KISS MO MUKHA MO, UNGAZZZZ. =))
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:36:24 PM): =))
Paula the cactus (9/17/2007 7:36:25 PM): shet. sumaskwater na.
Paula the cactus (9/17/2007 7:36:26 PM): :))
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:36:32 PM): GAGO
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:36:39 PM): buti nga kikisan pa kita eh!
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:36:52 PM): =))
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:39:47 PM): ang ganda ng conversation ah
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:39:52 PM): BABAE BA TAYO?
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:39:54 PM): =))
Paula the cactus (9/17/2007 7:40:10 PM): mukhang mas masaya kausap libro ko sa math.kesa dito. :))
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:40:27 PM): masama kang bata
Tsina (9/17/2007 7:40:30 PM): =))
Paula the cactus (9/17/2007 7:40:45 PM): HAHAHAHAHA GAGS. :))

walang title

2007-09-05T17:17:00.000+08:00

Grabe ano ba yan!!!

Madalang na lang ang pag sulat ko dito...
HINDI KO NA SIYA HABIT!!!

Siguro kasama na rin yan sa 4th year layp...
JUSKO!!! Trigo at Physics... Economics na rin pati ang Filipino na may Mando, Dolly, at Puri.
AND WAIT THERE'S MORE!
Ang Julius Ceasar nga pala...

LUMILIIT NA UTAK KO...

rar...

yung 10 pages na SHORT story ko di pa rin tapos...
GRABE, insperasyon!!! ASAN KA!

Pati na rin Children's book...

HAY... MAHAL KO TO'

sige see you!

I hate it

2007-08-26T20:54:00.000+08:00

Umagang umaga sirang sira na ang araw ko, yung INA ko kasi.
Minsan rin ang aking AMA jusko kung mag tag team di ko na alam...
Syempre mas ayoko sa nanay ko.

Masama akong bata pag dating sa nanay ko kasi hindi ko naman siyang tinatratong ina at lalo ng di niya ako tinatratong anak.

Uy! Drama itetch!

Pano ba naman lahat ng ginawa, ginagawa, gagawin ko mali!
Sabay puri sa kapatid kong bunso, ang galing galing niya at ako malamang hindi.

Hay, ewan ko ba baka nag me-menopause lang siya kaya halos isang taon na siyang ganyan.

Pag NR ako papagalitan ako kasi tamad daw ako at nag kakalat na parang baboy.
Nakaupo na nga lang ako di nag sasalita, nakaupo, walang ginagawa, buong araw nasa sulok, parang hollow man. ABA AKO ANG NAPANSIN!

Samantalang yung kapatid ko nag tatambling na sa kama, bato ng bato ng damit at pag kain, bukas ng TV, electric fan, sabay iiwan. ABA HINDI NAPANSIN!!!

Minsan ako ang maingay kasi pinagagalitan ko ang baboy kong kapatid, pag sabihan daw ba akong inaaway ko siya.

HELLER!!! pinag sasabihan na nga ayaw pa!
Tapos sakin ulit iikot ang istoryang

"Bakit ang ingay-ingay sa bahay at bakit mo inaway ang kapatid mong BATA PA?"

10 years old na yung kulugo... este KAPATID ko, bata pa raw yun at di marunong umintindi...

Hay!!! kawawa naman me lalo ng 2 out of 3 ako sa mag kakapatid pang aping anak tapos atcay ang istorya ng life!

Bahala na... Makakalayas din ako dito sa 7th circle.

Buhay ko

2007-08-23T16:42:00.000+08:00

Malamang eh parang kabute na nga lang ako kung sumulpot sa sarili kong BLOG.
Pasensya na kung medyo "out of the scene" ako.

Well...

Kung may nalulungkot nga na kabute na nga lang talaga ako.

Pero sa ngayon, madrama na ang akong 4th year hayskul life.
IIwanan na kami ng MAHAL naming guro para Trigonometry, at siya'y nag simula nang mag paalam samin.
Liliban na siya sa Oktubre...
Kami yata yung unang klasse na sinabihan niy, dahil FIRST subject namin siya.

Masaya kami sa pag pasa niya sa pinakamalupit na kolehiyo sa bansa ng mga Hapon, pero syempre di pa rin maiiwasan na malungkot. [dahil umiyak ako nung sinabi niyang aalis na siya]

Eto na lang po ang sasabihin ko sa inyo.

Dear Sir,
Maraming salamat po sa pag tuturo ninyo sa amin ng Trigonometria para sa 2 quarters, sa kabaitan niyo at sa mga pag bibigay ng dagdag na kaalaman.
Para po malaman niyo, mas ganado po akong mag aral dahil kayo ho ang guro namin, kahit na alam niyo ho na bumabagsak din ang aking mga marka sa asignatura ninyo.

Malungkot po talaga para sa akin na aalis kayo, syempre sa maraming dahilan.
Mamimiss ko po kayo [at namin] bilang LEAP teacher, Trigo Teacher, at Guro para po sa ika-apat na taon ko [at syempre namin].

Salamat po!

Hay... naiiyak ako...

Saan kaya mapupunta si Pedro at ang kanyang tupa?
Ang espadang Meter Stick?
Ang pang bakery'ng kamay ni sir nandun pa kaya?

Yoko na nang mga drama, iyakin na ko eh.

LANG

2007-08-16T11:05:00.000+08:00

Walong pahina na LANG!!!

Isang malaking pampasaya yata sa akin yon...
KAMMON MAMMON!!

SAMPUNG PAHINA!!! 10 10 10 10!!!!

10 pages na MAIKLING KWENTO, short eh... SHORT!!!

Ok lang yan!!! kaya yan!!!

Nilalangaw na yata itong blog kong ito...
Hay nako Bloggie... wawa naman tayo :((

Chocnut

2007-08-09T12:02:00.000+08:00

Dalawang araw din yun na wala kaming pasok, pero bukas itutuloy nanaman ang aming exams para sa English at Social Studies. Grabe tuloy ang ligaya!!!!

Pero siguro salamat na rin sa kahapong walang pasok, nagawa ko yung walang kamatayang dramatic essay para sa Ateneo applications. Biruin mo papag sulatin ka nila ng essay! Pero siguro tama lang yung ginawa ko, dapat madrama!

Ano pa bang pwedeng makwento...

Sa elective nga pala namin na Creative Writing/Malikhaing Pagsusulat pinapagawa kami ng isang 10 pahinang istorya na kasing tulad sa Utos ng Hari na sinulat ni Jun Cruz Reyes. Hindi naman saktong ganon, pero yung tauhan nasa gitna ng pangyayari. Basahin niyo na lang ang Florante at Laura tsaka Utos ng Hari para mag kaintindihan tayo!

Eh...

Ayun lang naman ang makukwento ko. Sige BAKA mag aral na ako.

:))

Hello

2007-08-05T11:49:00.000+08:00

Ang tagal na rin simula nung nag post talaga ako ng maayos...

Simula nung nag 4th year ako wala na!
Feeling ko mas malala pa yung magagawa ko sa ulo ko keysa sa dating pag uuntog sa pader!

Kakatapos ko lang ng UPCAT kagabi or kahapon, nakakabaliw yung feeling.
Parang galing akong outerspace nung pag kalabas ko ng building na ang masasabi ko sa sarili ko.

WOW GANYAN PALA ANG ITSURA NG MGA TAO? Tao ka ba? LOL

Walang katapusang apply-an sa mga eskwelahan.
Ateneo, La Salle, CSB, UST, MC, at sa kung saan-saan pa!

Exams namin next week tsaka wala pa akong speech na maihaharap.
Hay...

Repeat na lang akong 1st year!
Pero mag 4th year ka pa rin eh!
Anong point nun?

tulog na lang tayo :)

Schedule

2007-07-21T18:36:00.000+08:00

Mahirap talaga pag sikat ka, masyado kang wanted pati sa ibang eskelahan pinagkakaguluhan ka.

Schedule ni Tsina

July 23
SONA ni PGMA (walang pasok!)

July 24
12:40-2:00pm RM 3 Career Talk - Creative Writing
2:00-3:25pm RM 9 Career Talk - Film

July 25
Pagsusulit tungkol sa Talambuhay ni Amado V. Hernandez
Separate Quiz for Trigonometry
Reflection Paper for our CL project
PICTURES FOR THE CL PROJECT
Practice for Econ Presentation

July 26
Batch Talk

July 27
Submission of our Investigatory Project Part I for Physics
Submission of the CL project

July 31
Presentation for Economics

August 3
Graduation Pictorial

August 4-5
UPCAT

August 6
Start of Submission for the School Magazine

August 7
Exam

August 8
Exam

August 9
Exam

August 10
Final Submission for the School Magazine
Ateneo Application Form

**The Schedule is tentative.

Puto.
Ang dami!!! kala ko ang mga 4th year wala ng ginagawa!!!
Sana buhay pa ako after the week!
HAHA.

Babay na.

2007-07-14T18:11:00.000+08:00

Friday the 13th as said was the most cruel day ever made in history and that 13 is the most evil number besides 6. I really don't agree with that kind of taboo or whatever you may call it, because in my case it's normal for me to be in such a bad luck, and sometimes the 13th for me is the most luckiest day ever or vice-versa so I'm pretty used to it.

July 13, 2007
I woke up to the usual 5:00 am routine, then my mom saw me and told me that my brother told her that today was a very bad day. I smiled well of course, yeah right whatever and also the fact that I only answer yes or no using my head due to the early wake-up things you have to do for school. I went downstairs to see what was our breakfast for the morning, yes bacon, I took a piece but I don't have the will to eat them so I told everyone I'm eating cereals.
Together with my tita we went outside for some early morning business.

I saw my dog outside and I had an instant bad thought inside my mind, I called her name 2 times thinking that she's sleeping and went inside the other house to get myself a bowl.
I asked my tita.

Tita Lai, anong nangyayari kay Noodle? with my almost scared tone of voice.

My tita went out to see her and she said.

Ay, Tsina kawawa naman... Nakagat niya yung palaka, patay.

I was hugging the bowl and stopped as I heard her say Ay Tsina.

I didn't believed that my dog was really dead, and went out and looked at my tita and my dog.
I saw them and looked at my dog, her eyes were still open.
I was walking to go inside the other house and looked again.

My tita got a stick and poked my dog and she wasn't moving, she also found that stupid useless frog, and instantly I imagined the story that we read in our English class and went inside really quick.

As I prepare my own meal, my eyes were forming tears and eventually cried, I went upstairs to eat my bowl and stop myself from crying. It failed and I even saw some of my tears fell inside my bowl, then I just continued the rest of my routine crying.

My school bus arrived and thought I stopped myself from crying, it got worse they saw me cry including my friends. Then they tried to comfort me and I stopped in time for school. I acted very different at that day, I myself felt very shocked about it.

People who greeted me had their smiles up and I just looked at them in a very deadly manner and smiled.
As we walked to go inside of our classrooms, we were all quiet, but I really don't see the connection of Deidre and Krishia being that quiet.

I entered the classroom and did the usual thing that I do during the mornings, and I just sat quietly, while silently wiping my silent tears. Suddenly some of my classmates tapped and asked me of what was wrong and if I'm ok, I just answered wala... with a smile while others talked to me happily and told me di ka natulog no then smiled I just answered natulog ako and smiled others hugged me and told me the love me and I replied them with a smile.

I think they felt I was acting different.

My other classmate called me to sit beside her, and asked me of what was wrong and I told her that...

My dog was very active and that dog knows how to get out of her own cage, then went to catch the frog, because she likes chasing moving objects and bit that frog, for an animal's thinking she wouldn't know that that kind of frog is poisonous and it killed her.

She said that same case happened with her 2 dogs before, she also told me that story and I felt like crying again two of my classmates saw me wiping my eyes and asked me again of what was wrong I told them again wala... smiled with the additional ok lang ako...

Our first class was English and good thing we were watching a film, I continued to cry until I'm quite ok. They thought I was touched because of the movie, actually I was just busy trying to hide everything and busy writing and doodling on my handouts to feel alright.

As the day goes by my usual self is slowly coming back thanks to the Trigonometry and Physics distractions, I think. But I was still having a very undefined mood, I would act lively like the usual and then when the talking thing is over I would go back to my mourning self again.

Weird with the way I act to my dog, just a dog. Whom they say I'll just a new one and that I still have other dogs to love. It's true that I have other dogs, yes I love them but not as much as her, Noodle.

I think they can't understand that feeling that I still have right now.
Of why am I crying for my dog, well at least they care for me.

So why?

I took care of her and her siblings until they grew up, their mommy dog doesn't have any milk so we had to buy a pup milk formula in order for them to survive. It was as they gave them to me, my responsibility. I was the only one who had the heart to suffer together with them.

That was so dramatic, but it was true.

I had to wake up 4:30 in the morning and I had to feed all of them, they were just 5 pups. I even asked my titas to feed them while I'm gone, and if they would be going somewhere. I would be home by 4pm and feed them again, along side with the running and chasing. Night falls and my routine would be done.

The days or months passed they were able to open their eyes, eat on their own, and surprisingly recognizes me. They knew the time of my arrival, when I shout they would go back to their places, they would chase my school skirt, and as I sit all of them would rush to lie on my lap.

I treated them like my beloved pets, more than a "pet" perhaps.

Two of them were given.

The 1st one died because the owner was a butthead, the 2nd one was given to my lola my tita's mother and she really took care of it and even taught it to do certain tricks, they were telling every story there is about the 2nd one, a neighbor even stole it for population. Then he was hit by a car when he got out of the house, my lola cried like I did.

The 3rd one got stolen by someone or got out and got stolen by someone, I cried looking for her and every dog that would bark like her would think that they stole her. The 4th one almost died because of a dog virus, we really tried to hospitalize him and luckily he survived. He was the "twin" of my dog and died with the same case.

I thought she would survive.

weeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!

2007-07-09T21:15:00.000+08:00

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ohmeyghaaad!!!

MY EMAIL - Y!M IS BACK, SEXYBACK!!!

tsina_lora@yahoo.com

and

tsyampoy@yahoo.com

is now available too!!!

YEEEEEYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

iyak na ako.

2007-07-01T19:57:00.000+08:00

Namamatay na yung Yahoo Messanger ko tsaka yung Yahoo! Mail ko.

Naiiyak na ako, ayaw mag log in.

Kung balak niyo kong kachat o yung mga dati ko pang kachat, dito niyo na ako abutin.

tsyampoy@yahoo.com

Isipin niyo na lang wala na yung email ko.

Iyak na ako.

dito rin pala.

2007-06-29T20:37:00.000+08:00

Hehe. OH I'M BACK!!!

Sakto mga July na, so far maayos naman ang pag trato sa akin ng IKAAPAT NA LEBEL SA MATAAS NA PAARALAN.

Yun bang 3 quiz sa isang araw, bukas may 1 at may homework, pagkapasok mo ulit medjo pahinga, tapos ganun nanaman.
Ok lang MIRAKULO ngang nakakaya ko PA naman siya, so ok pa.

Epekto rin nito ay ang pagkasabog ko ng isang o dalawang linggo, biruin mo naman kahapon. TINANUNG KO YUNG KAKLASSE KO KUNG ANONG SECTION NIYA!!!
kamusta ka dun?
Pag sasagot ka ang INCOMPLETE ng ideya o ng mga pangungusap mo, kailangan pang mag PAUSE para mag on yung utak ulit.

Tuwing Trigonometry rin ay inaantok ako, hindi dahil ang boring ng class.

WARNING: LOW BATTERY CHARGE NOW!

Ang shala mo, may charging ka pa.
Wala eh ubos agad!!!

Electives naman, ok talaga kasi pinili ko talaga yung "Elektibo" kong yun.
Creative Writing/Malikihaning pagsusulat - BA sa UP
Kinaganda dun, ang dami kong kilala.
Wala lang, tapos si Ginoong Biglaen pa yung "prof" namin.
HAH. F na F ang college!

Simula na rin ng karir ko bilang isang Photojournalist sa aming schoolpaper.
Tapos kanina may seminar kami!
Ang saya!!!
Ang dami talaga naming natutunan, tsaka kami-kami ring photojourn yung mga mag kakasama, 5 lang kami eh.

Masaya... Masaya...

Pero alam ko namang hindi talaga ganoon kadali ang huling taon ko dito.
Dapat talaga FIGHT!!!
Kitang-kita na rin kasi ang "kalakasan ng loob" mo sa August eh.

UPCAT, EXAMS, NCAE, MAGNI DEADLINES.

GERA NA TO' !!!

Blog Leave

2007-06-14T17:36:00.000+08:00

I really think that this blog will be "shut down" for a lot of days maybe months or what.

I really need to focus as in FOCUS HARD-ERRRR.
I really want to pass UPLB/UP or else my family will kick me out, won't acknowledge me as their only daughter, and will rot in the streets.

Using hyperbole here.

*Sigh*

I'll be missing the computer, and all.

Please support me.
I’ll be back promise!

Aylabuol.

ang telebisyon

2007-06-11T16:07:00.000+08:00

Naaalala ko yung Marimar nung 6 na taong gulang palang ako, usong-uso talaga yun at parang brand name na ng mga aso si Pulgoso.
At iyong mga araw na yun ay panahon ng mga "mexicanang nag tatagalog".
Nakakaaliw nga kung ilalarawan, biruin mo ang gaganda at ang po-pogi ng mga artista.
Lahat ng babae may mga "bundok" at di rin patatalo ang mga oldies!
Lahat patas kung nanlalalake yung asawa nung isa ganun din yung isa!

Pero masyado yatang na gasgas yung "trend" na iyon kaya nag palit naman sila.

Mula nung matapos na si Marimar, nag hakot naman sila ng mga "hapong nag tatagalog" inisip siguro nila na benta ito sa mga kabataan at tumama nga sila.
Tsaka alam mo kung bakit nga mahirap atakihin ang mga Hapon, patay ka agad isipin mo ah meron silang:
Voltes V, Daimos, Gundam, Ultraman, at ang mga kapatid niyang mga Ultraman din, MaskRider Black, si Shaider, at marami pang tagapag tangol ng kasamaan.

Mamatay ka na sa takot kung may plano ka pang manakop sa kanila kasi kayang-kaya ka talaga nilang puksain.

Hep! Di rin mawawala ang sandamukal na Anime na napadpad dito:
Dragonball Z, Vision of Escaflowne, Ghost Fighter, Zenki, Doraemon, Mojako, Trigun, Fruits Basket, Pokemon, Yu Gi Oh, Sailor Moon, at hindi na matatapos ang listahang ito.
Hayop diba? Halos yata lahat ng mga tao doon may kakaibang kulay ng buhok, lahat nakataas, tapos lahat sila may kakaibang kapangyarihan.
Wow! Astig.

Napabago ang takbo ng mundo at napaisip sila na sa tanghali at hapon na lang nila ilalagay ang mga taga ibang bansa.
Syempre kailangang paunlarin ang kultura ng bansa, kaya ipinasok ang mga artista na mula sa bansa, pero yung itsura eh parang taga ibang bansa rin.
Bumenta sa mga pinoy ang pang pinoy na mga serye.
Ang galing nga eh,may napagtanto nga ako sa mga seryeng ito, na ganoon pala ang "uniform" ng pag-ibig:

Iibig ka sa mayaman, tapos aayaw yung magulang, ipagtatanggol niyo yung pag-ibig, maya't maya ikaw ay isang tagapagmana ng BANSA, sabay may mag sasabunutan, barilan, sakalan, patayan, granada, tapos may halikan pa, may bugbugan ulit, patayan ,iyakan, sabay happy na.

Huwaw.

May nadiskubre ulit sila, na bebenta ang lahat dahil sa mga pogi at magagandang babae, at ang singkit nilang mata.

4 na pogi-ng lalake may pera, sa kanila na ang eskwelahan, at ang lahat.
1 babaeng siga at palaban, maiinlab sa pinakaayaw, at lahat ay sususnod...

1 lalakeng tahimik at walang pake.
1 babaeng palahabol sa lalakeng tahimik at walang pake.
nainlab si lalake sa babae kasi masayahin siya.
akala nung magulang ayaw nung lalake kay babae kaya ipapakasal siya sa iba...

AT MARAMI PANG IBA.

Sumunod na rin ang karatig na bansa, ang Korea at Japan.

Sa korea tlaga boto ko, malamang hanggang ngayon adik pa rin ako.
Sa japan naman gusto ko rin lalo na nung napanuod ko yun g1 litre of tears, iyak talaga ako ng iyak.

Di ko rin aakalaing merong namamatay sa mga bida, para sa akin yun talaga yung bago.
Meron ring ikakasal ka sa mas bata sayo, makakalimot ka, mamahalin mo yung kababata mo pero may asawa ka na, yung mga ganung level.
KAKAIBA TALAGA. AYLABET.

Minsan nga lang alam mo na yung takbo ng kwento kung sino yung love niya, sino yung be-breakan niya, yung iba pa.
Pero akalain mo nga namang BEBENTA talaga sila, ni nga kanta nila wala kang maintindihan, hala sige kanta ka parin ng kanta.

Kung papipiliin niyo ko' kung ano mas gusto ko?
Siguro yung Asian Series, kasi kahit doon sa palabas may konting katotohanan kang natatanggap o nalalaman, hindi lahat ng tao nag kakatuluyan, hindi rin lahat ng tao magiging masaya, hindi lahat sa mundo sayo.

Malamang eh marami pa akong nakakalimutang ikwento tungkol sa palabas sa TV, siguro yung iba eh talagang malabo yung iba rin eh "may side" yung iba walang kwenta.
Pero sa kabila nun sana may nasagap kayo sakin.
Marami pong salamat.

Little Brother

2007-06-08T13:49:00.000+08:00

Nung Huwebes kasi nag kwekwentuhan kami ng sampung taong gulang kong kapatid, kinuwento ko sa kanya yung panaginip ko na nakatira kami sa isang mansion.
Isang magarang mansion, nakakatuwa nga kasi PINK yung bahay maliban lang sa mga kwarto.
Hindi ko nga paborito yung pink eh, bat' yun? HEHE.

Tapos nag kwentuhan na rin kami ng mga dating panaginip, kinuwento ko sa kanya yung mga panaginip ko nung bata ako.
Nakakatuwa, feeling ko tuloy 10 ulit ako.

Sabay napaimbento na kami ng nakakatuwang ALIEN na kwento, yung pag dating ng FUTURE sasalakay sila tapos yung mga ibang tao makakain yung muka! HAHA.
Ayos rin eh noh?
Basta nakakatuwa may acting pa yung ginagawa namin!!!

Tapos tumagal pa yung usapan, sabi nga ng kapatid ko.

Ngayon lang tayo nagusap ng ganito noh?
Bakit? Lagi naman talaga tayo nag uusap ng ganito ah?! Nasa pambatang tono pa.
DE!!! Yung matagal...
Ahhh... OK.

Napag usapan rin namin ang BORING SUMMER.
DI MAN LANG KAMI UMALIS NG BAHAY!
Hehe.

Pangarap rin ng kapatid ko mag lakbay sa mga panahon, yung nakaraan at yung kinabukasan.
Lagi niyang kinukwento kung anong gagawin niya sa tuwing mag lalakbay siya.
Nagulat at medjo napapaiyak na niya ako nung nasabi niya sakin to'.
Eto yung usapan.

Bro: Nag tataka talaga ako kung ano yung naging feeling mo nung nangyari yun sayo.
Ako: Yung alin?
Bro: Yung sakit mo?! Ano yung feeling?! Ano yung nararamdaman mo?!
Ako: Ah... di ko rin alam eh, ewan ko nagising na lang ako ganun na!
Bro: Hindi eh... pano yun mangyayari?
Ako: Malay ko rin eh.
Bro: Ano bang ginagawa mo?
Ako: Syempre sa school dapat lahat ginagawa mo, yung paper namin, yung stress, yung walang hiya kong math teacher, LAHAT! Ayun nag OVERLOAD na utak ko!
Bro: Ate pano kaya kung babalik ako sa dati, tapos pipigilan kita para di ka nag kasakit.
Ako: Oh? Bakit mo naman gagawin yun?
Bro: Wala lang, para pwede tayo mag kasama. Swimming tayo at mag ba-bike.
Ako: Oh? Siguro pwede mong gawin yun. Pero kung mangyayari talaga siya, mangyayari talaga.
Bro: Pero diba? At least yun nawalan ka na ng sakit. Masaya na tayo!
Ako: Alam mo may napanuod rin akong ganyan eh(Korean Movie), bumalik siya sa past. Tapos pinigilan niya yung mama niya mag kaanak pa ulit, kasi yung mama niya may sakit.
Bro: Anong nangyari?
Ako: May nabago nga sa kwento, pero ganun pa rin namatay mama niya. Parang pinatagal mo lang ng konti yung buhay niya pero wala rin PATAY.
Bro: Kahit na.
Ako: Ganun eh, mangyayari ang dapat mangyari. FATE nga yun eh, parang balat mo na rin yan. Syempre kadiri kung wala kang balat. Ganun.

Di ko talaga aakalaing ganoon kalalim yung kapatid ko.
Yung minaliit ko lang siya, yun pala pareho-pareho lang kami ng takbo ng utak.
Mga malalalim kaming tao. HAHA!
Pero diba?
Nawala yung gap na 10 at 16.

Kaya mahalin at awayin ang mga kapatid!
Dahil mas may epekto yun!!!

Happy Birthday Paulita
Also known as Kaktus
- ako lang may kapatang tumawag sa kanya na Paulita.
HAHA.

i love school

2007-06-05T10:25:00.000+08:00

wala akong maisip na post bahala na si batman.
Yung school issue na lang...

Sana masunog na yung eskelahan namin, syempre dapat kasama sila!!!
Para po sa eskwelahan namin:
HINDI PO KAMI DAGA! HINDI KAMI LABRATS!
Hindi nga naman po halata na nababanas ako sa inyo, pero ayaw niyo yun mutual tayo.
I HATE YOU, YOU HATE ME.
Siguro nga sakim ako kung maituturing pero bakit samin pa kayo nag UNBLOCK?
1st time na nga lang namin mararanasan yung feeling ng BLOCK SECTION eh.
Di niyo pa kami pag bibigyan!!!
Alam naming kami ang mga ate sa eskwelahan, pero HALER?!
12 sections sila?!
Tapos kami pa yung mag aadjust?!

Apat na taon ring kaming nag babayad para sa mga pwet niyo!
Tapos kami yung batch na palagi niyong kinakawawa?!
Isang taon na nga lang eh.
ISA NA LANG!
LALAYAS NA KAMI!

Bat' di niyo pa kami pag bigyan?!!!

kung wala ka

2007-06-01T23:29:00.000+08:00

My mind is filled with this 'stupid' song it's not that I hate it, it's just that I don't want to remember any of the things way-way back then.

Those things... err... no... Erase mind ERASE!!!

[Entrance to memory lane, scenes are not that accurate. Detailed comments and others. Codenames used.]

I was really lucky enough to have a friend that has a father that is an alumni of the school.
Together with that she has backstage passes and all that stuff, lady luck was just so kind to me, that her sister let me lend her passes to me.
We went thru the gate and it was raining we run towards that space between the two room that 'they' are occupying.
We were too shy to get too close to them, and even too shy to speak up or say HI.

We gave up and planned to get back, but that muddy wet path was the only way back.
It was raining really hard at that time and we really thought we were stranded between 'that' two rooms.
We shouted out my best buddy's name, as if she could hear us and then save us, we even shouted for help from her father but it was really hopeless.

It was really frustrating, because we don't even know another way out; well consider us as the two lost kids inside the mall.
So we had no other choice but to wait for the rain to stop, miss the first LOVABLE band and also miss my best bud.
I was also thinking about the video, I was entertaining myself.
The life... what ever.

We heard something a few minutes later.

Someone is dribbling a ball... we were actually nervous about who is it.
Then HE appeared.
We were just looking at each other, blinking.
That moment was priceless, it looked liked a scene in a movie where in the main characters are being introduced.
Then, I broke the silence.

Hi, Kuya. (With a really nervous/happy/wowed/embarrassed/and others smile)

Hello. (Stopped and smiled then making that basketball moves as well as approaching us)

Oh, bat’ wala kayo dun? (Seemed curious of why the two of us are just standing there and forgetting about the concert)

Na-stranded kami, lakas ng ulan eh. (My friend told him that. Me? Smiling silently and agreeing to what she is saying)

Oo nga ano. (We all share the same feeling at that time awkwardness, I could really tell)

Everything almost stopped there until...

Kuya, napanood ko yung homecoming mo. (I couldn't think of anything still I managed to laugh a little and ended it with a smile)

Oh, talaga? Astig noh? (He laughed a little then smiled at me)

Then everything eventually stopped.
This time it was him who broke the silence he went to introduce himself to my friend, he thought she didn't know her (that's what I think that is... hum... LOL).
Then he smiled at us.

Sige, babalik na ako ha? (smiled and us saying bye-bye/thank you/ and of course smile)

My friend and were smiling like hell, of course I had the widest smile.
Talk, smile, that basketball, the hello's and hi's.
By just that... I thought everything was really fine.
Until we turned our backs damn, it's still raining and we're missing the concert and THE first band.
Oh shit. Stuck. Again.
Sighed and waited, but the rain won't stop.

He went out again.
The fact that we're still smiling like hell.
Opps.

Oh andito pa rin kayo!? (you want us to leave? Help please! Oh yeah he still has that basketball)

Ah... Opo... (Aahhhh............)

Oo nga pala. Ulan. (Yup. Yup. And yup. Seems that awkwardness is gone)

Kuya . . . pa-picture!!! (my friend begged like a kid, I smiled with her of course we want the remembrance)

KUUUUYAAAAA ...... PAPIICTUREEEE!!! (he imitated her, oh...wait!!! Shocked. And then the three of us laughed)

I even saw MR. and I said hi and smiled we did the same as always. Hehe.
He gave the ball to him and of course dribble-dribble-dribble.

As the photographer, I searched my bag went close to the two of them and set up the right options etcetera.
He stood close to me and I felt his arms suddenly on my shoulders (nakaakbay siya).
Me heart at that time was near to burst.
Wait! Setting up the camera...
Then she got the camera.

Kayo muna! (with that grin of hers I know it!!!)

Okay! Then poof PICTURE!!!
Ask best bud for the proof; my smile reached my... ears, and made my eyes really small. LOL
Very very very...
And I saw MR. he was playing with the ball along side with his new friend the wall.

Ako na!!! Kuya MR. sama ka rin!!! (it's her turn! I could die happily anyway!)

They posed I clicked the camera laughing, DER!!! I wish I wasn’t too shy to ask kuya MR. to come along...
DER. My loss.
We even took a picture of them together, posing as uh... basketball stars?
The wanted that pose anyway!!!

Silence enters...

Tulog na mahal ko... (You're actually singing that song! And you're facing me!!! I think I'm getting the wrong idea)

Break the “dream”

Kuya mag duet ba kayo ni Kuya . . . ? (I want to see that tandem)

Gusto mo? (him with a smile as in SMILE. Stop the madness, slapping my own face inside of my mind)

Opo. (smile and acting like a kid)

Sige subukan natin. (Smiles again, it seems that he's treating me like his little sister... hummm...)

I laughed a little and then had that huge smile, my friend?
She's looking at the pictures, and my best bud left there?
I really want to hug her tightly.
I left her alone!!!

Then...

Sige CR lang kami. Alam niyo ba kung saan? (we couldn't even find our way out! LOL)

Ayun po oh! (synchronized pointing of the direction! Good thing there's this sign)

They headed their way and us alas! We finally knew our way out partly thanks to them!
We even saw their vanity inside, curse you mirror! And to that good looking faces of ours! LOL
We walked almost at the same time, we're both heading back.
I looked at the other band's room, I felt really scared. They were eyeing on us.
Then we met at a point...

Ayun oh, may labasan. (they were both smiling and us too! DOI)

Opo kita na namin, sige po thank you! (him singing that song that I love from that band playing there. Of course us still smiling)

She walked really fast, and I savored every step there was.
We were on the opposite ways, looking at each others eyes.
The two of them and only me.
Gulp.
I sang the song that he was singing, and I think he heard me.

Then the concert went on, damn we really missed the 1st band!!!
I made my best bud sad...
I think the good part was that we met them...

It was time for them to perform; we waited and went straight to the band's stage entrance! Haha!
Picture, video, and others.
It was time for them to play that song.
The rain, black shirts, mellow atmosphere, the leaves, and the pool.
I know you know it.

I took a video of it because it was one of my favorite songs.
Sing, laugh, talk, search, and others.
Them playing that song...
The instrumental part.
I also started noticing that he was moving towards us, for me it was all really confusing.
I don't know what would be going on, what will happen, what he would do.
To my surprise he said something, I don't even know that if it's for me or if that is for someone behind my back.

I read his lips tulog
I couldn't say a word or reply to him because of course he's playing and I'm just there listening.
I'm not even sure if I read it right or it that thing is really for me.
I just smiled.
Then he's back singing that end part.

I also felt sad about him that day and of course to them.
They also went to Baguio after that night, they ended almost 12 am.

[end of memory]

Pretty long story for that Last Song Syndrome of mine.
This post I think shows how significant that song is to me, well that was 2 years ago... but still.

Buhay ng Clown

2007-05-28T11:42:00.000+08:00

Mahirap talaga maging Clown, yung tipong ikaw yung may resposibilidad na mag patawa sa mga taong may halaga sa buhay mo.
Siguro hindi naman sa responsibilidad, reflex na rin yon dahil siguro pinaganak akong ganoon.

Akala ng lahat joke time lang ang mga buhay ng katulad namin, akala nila lahat dinadaan namin sa tawa, di lang nila alam kami yung madalas na umiiyak mag-isa.
Minsan di kami natutuunan ng ganong pansin, kasi nga JOKE lang kami.
Sino bang maniniwala sa isang joke?

Ako bilang isang 'inborn clown' ay may mga kakaibang ugali, gusto ko pag iiyak ako gusto ko sakin lang, ayoko kasing may makakita sakin.
Ayoko kasing malulungkot yung taong nakakita sa akin o magagambala, gusto ko masaya siya kahit na ako tulo sipon na kung umiyak.
Maganda kasi kung yung ngiti nila galing sayo, masarap kaya yung feeling nun.

Hibang ang mga katulad ko, weirdo talaga kung iisipin mong mabuti.

Mapanghusga talaga ang mga tao kung tutuusin, kala nila ang mga Clown eh patawa lang.
Kala nila hindi kami seryoso sa buhay, yun bang pa-petix lang.

Di talaga nila alam na kami yung mga taong malaki kung mangarap at matindi kung gumawa.
Kasi lahat ng ginagawa naming mga bagay may kasamang ngiti at kung may mali man alam namin kung pano tumawa.

Pano kung wala kaming mga Clown. . .

Ewan ko na lang sa inyo. HAHA

wala na akong matinong post lately

2007-05-26T09:50:00.000+08:00

Wala na talaga akong matinong post lately...

Haha. Busy-Busihan kasi ang drama ng lola niyo, buong week may ginagawa ako!
Taray ano? Talo ko pa yata yung mga celeb! Ay! Bongga! [using my gay tone]

Monday or Monayday
- Wala naman akong aksaly ginawa ngayong araw, medjo nanuod lang ng korean dramas et. al.
Nag download di ng mga kung ano-ano, whatever na lang to me.

Tuesday
- Akala ko aalis kami pero fine, nevermind.
Kain na lang tayo ng Chocolate cake at Braso de Mercedes!

Wednesday
- Peyborit ko ang day na to' dahil gumala kami nila Paula at Deidre.
Todo commuting ka buh? Grabe talaga kainan pa hanggang sa sumakit ang belly!
U. P. adeventuring din to the max!
Lakad dito doon, muntik pa kaming malito kung ano yung 'mahabang building'
Medjo malas kasi umulan, pero K lang masaya naman eh!
- Puntahan din sa 'clubhouse' sa isang village tricy lang naman yung katapat kaya ok sa olrayt!
Ayun, nakita ko ang mga friendships ko!

Thursday
- Malling ka buh? Naka 2 mall ako! HAHA.
Kasi daan-daan lang ayun, nakabili rin ako ng susuotin para for tomorrow.
Good Luck choir!!!

Friday
- Umasher ako sa concert nila Dhey, kamusta ka naman?!
Ok lang haha! Kalabuan talaga!
Ayus pa nga eh nakakapasok at labas ako ng libre may backstage entrance pa!
LOL! Sana sa mga band concerts din GANUN! I so love the idea!
Infairness! Nag enjoy talaga ako! Bonggasious!!!!
Galing talaga! Ang fun!
- Tapos nag stop by kami sa 'kainan' sa may katabi ng EVER yung mukang mall pero hindi, basta yun!
Nakatikim na rin ako ng BIBIMBAP at yung Korean Noodles(yung super laki)
Wow talaga!!! PEDE NA AKONG MAMATAY! LOL

Haha! Ang taray mo ba? Dami kong ginawa ano?
Well kung nakukulangan kayo hayaan niyo next week eto ang line up!
Sky diving, todo lakaran buong Great Wall of China, deep sea diving, mag papaka stranded pa ako sa isla ng isang araw lang!
Haha! Sana magawa ko nga sila!
Marami na akong namimiss sa blog!!!

Tama pa yung BGM I Don't Wanna Miss a Thing!!!
Anyway, babay na!

Gulong-gulo

2007-05-20T18:41:00.000+08:00

Hay, buntong hininga pa rin ako.
Sabi sakin ng pinsan ko pag gumaganon daw ang tao, ibig sabihin marami silang pag sisisi sa buhay.

(may tumunog na malaking bell sa ulo ko)

Ganun?

Eh... wala naman akong... hummm... wala naman talaga... meron? ... pffftt... HAY.

Siguro hindi naman sa meron, hindi rin naman sa wala.
Hay nako Tsina mamatay ka na lang sa mundo.

Siguro nitong mga nakaraang araw eh, marami lang talaga akong iniisip/naiisip tungkol sa buhay.
Ibang klasse, di naman ako namromorblema kung pano ako makakakain nanag tatlong beses sa isang araw tapos nag iisip ako tungkol sa buhay?
KAMONMAMMON!!!

Pero sersyoso... di talaga ako makatulog ng maayos, ewan maski nga ngayon nag iisip pa rin ako kung bakit ako nag iisip ng ganito, GETS?

Kung kanina buntong hininga ngayon pag iisip, nako sasapukin ko na yung nag sulat nito!!!
Natural ako yun...

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYY!!!

PUTCHANGENANGYAN!!!

BUHAY NGA NAMAN!!!

Hindi ko papala tapos si Jun, tsaka mag aaral pa pala ako.
Putchet talaga...
Tapos kailangan kong sundin yung doktor, wag muna mag-isip.

Pero pano yun?

WAG MAG-ISIP... so kailangan ko pang mag isip kung anong gagawin para di mag-isip.
Nagiisip pa rin ako nun!!!

Mamatay ka na talaga Tsina, nakakabaliw na rin naman mabuhay eh.

Ending 1 Litre of Tears

2007-05-16T19:35:00.000+08:00

SPOILERS MAY APPEAR

In ending my "Asian drama movie/drama watching" 1 litre (liter) of tears is worth my whole day downloading and my whole night crying or emoting. This drama gave me a whole lot of lessons in life.

The main character is Ikeuchi Aya 15-year old an incoming high school student, loves basketball, and has a family that owns a tofu shop. A very normal girl isn’t it?

She always trips and drops things, but in her case it’s a bit different when she trips she will directly land to her face. Mrs. Ikeuchi obviously is her mom and she’s a health consultant, she became very worried about Aya’s case and she had to take her to the doctor for Aya’s check ups. The result wasn’t really good it came out that Aya had a Spinocerebellar degeneration disease, an incurable disease. And there goes her journey thru life.

my thoughts
I really liked how the problem was introduced at the beginning of the story; it was really new to me because some dramas introduce the problems at what episode the 5th or 7th episode over 10 episodes?
The optimistic personality of the character was really touching; she really loved the thought of helping others out and do everything that she could do.
I also remember one of her lines Mom, I don’t have anything left. Please help me.
An to that I felt really lucky at that time I could still walk and run like I want, I could still swallow almost everything I want, write everything I want, talk to someone like I always do.
Life is sure sweet when you know that a lot of people cares for you.

To me the drama was a bit short because I didn’t see Asou “love pair of Aya” after her death of before it. I just saw him reading Aya’s own dairy and that’s it.
Good thing there’s a sequel to the drama but I don’t know where to find that sequel, I still wish they squished it together with the DRAMA oh well life goes on… T________T

For me this drama had that slight impact to me, since it’s about the Neurology and both of us have our own neurologists.
Different illness, same area.
Every tears is worth it from 1 litre (liter) of tears.
I don’t know from others, but I tried to hold it in, I still cried although silently.

Specialty ni Tsina

2007-05-15T10:12:00.000+08:00

Haha! Ang specialty ni Tsina...

Ang Adobo Rice at ang 'Black' Rice!!!

Matitikman lang sa bahay ko!!!

Nyahaha!!!

Wala kasi akong magawa, nyahahaha!

Ho-Ho fun fun!!!

2007-05-13T11:55:00.000+08:00

Rules:
1. Put your music player on shuffle. (any music player will do)
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense.

NO CHEATING!

4. Tag 10 people to play this game too.

1. How are you feeling today?

Run - Snow Patrol

( yeah, I wanna RUN!!! )

2. Will you get far in life?

Pag-Agos - Up Dharma Down

( LOL, sakto! Bahala na si Batman!!! )

3. How do your friends see you?

Oo - Up Dharma Down

( Umo-oo na lang sila, nyahaha! )

4. Will you get married?

Just the Girl - The Click Five

( HINDI RAW!!! T___T I'm just the girl! T____T )

5. What is your best friend's theme song?

Iris - Goo Goo Dolls

( awwwww!!! *cry cry cry* )

6. What is the story of your life?

Someday we'll know- New Radicals

( malalaman din natin yan... HAHA! )

7. What was high school like?

Stolen - Dashboard Confessional

( VERY stolen... :( :P )

8. How can you get ahead in life?

Because of You - Ne-Yo

( because of WHO kamo! )

9. What is the best thing about your friends?

Catch Your Wave - The Click Five

( we all catch each other's waves... )

10. What is today going to be like?

The Only Difference Between Martyrdom And Suicide Is Press Coverage - Panic! at the Disco

( SUICIDE?! o magiging MARTYR ako? )

11. What is in store for this weekend?

Taguan - Sugarfree

( laro tayong HIDE and SEEK! lol )

12. What song Describes you?

You're a God - Vertical Horizon

( of course. hehehe )

13. To describe your grandparents?

We Ride - Rihanna

( Yeah... we RIDE. )

14. How is your life going?

Tala - Paramita

( ayun... mahirap... nyahaha! )

15. What song will they play at your funeral?

Photograph - Nickelback

( awwww... :P )

16. How does the world see you?

Waiting on the world to change - John Mayer

( they're waiting for me to change! uh-oh =__= )

17. Will you have a happy life?

Everything You Want - Vertical Horizon

( when I have EVERYTHING I WANT! )

18. What do your friends really think of you?

Only Hope - Switchfoot

( talaga? AKO?! HOPE?! NILA?!! )

19. Do people secretly lust after you?

Back to You - John Mayer

( LOL. edi nila-lust ko rin sila pabalik! LOL! )

20. How can I make myself happy?

Oh! Gravity - Switchfoot

( tsk. tsk. tsk. pesky gravity!!! )

21. What should you do with your life?

Don't Wait - Dashboard Confessional

( tama!!! wag kang umasa sa FATE!!! )

22.Will you ever have children?

Famous Last Words - My Chemical Romance

( and that means, ASA AKO TO DEATH!!!)

**yung mga gustong gawin gawin to'. ^___^

Sampal sa muka

2007-05-10T22:38:00.000+08:00

It's human nature to be longing for love… to have someone to love
and be loved in return. Most of us want to find the perfect love. We
picture ourselves meeting the right person at the perfect timing and
build the perfect relationship with them. Sometimes, we even miss
the heartaches… that bitter-sweet feeling, the crying nights, and
the fights that we imagine to end up in a wonderful kiss or a warm
hug. Even if we fall and get hurt a million times, most of us force
ourselves to move on and try to trust and fall in love again. We
just can't get enough of that feeling that makes us do crazy things
and still be sure that everything is and will be okay. But we know
that it doesn't work that way all the time. We know that there are
some things that are just not meant to be. Sometimes, no matter how
willing you are to risk everything for something… you just can't do
anything. And I think, in love, it is the most painful thing. Here
are some things in love that gives us the feeling that "it's not
meant to be…"

First is loving someone so much and that person feels the same… but
for somebody else. Not you. You could probably be the one he seeks
for advice, or the one he tells stories to about the girl he's
falling for. This hurts, big time. Especially when he is saying
those words that you could only wish that it was you he's talking
about. But nothing could be more painful than being the person he
cries on whenever he gets his heart broken… you want to tell him
everything that's running through your mind. "If you could only see
my heart and all the love that I have for you… you would know that I
could be the one to stop those tears from ever falling again…" you
want to shout those words out, but you know inside, that it would
make no difference. He loves like you do. His heart is like yours.
In love with no one else. At the end of the day, there's nothing
else to do but be the shoulder he has always leaned on, the friend
he has always depended on… hoping that with that simple effort, he
somehow felt the love you have for him… the love that he could never
ever give you.

And then there are some people that whatever they do, they just
can't find the courage to tell that person how they feel. Maybe they
are too scared of rejection, or they just worry too much about the
results of admitting their feelings. Maybe they don't want to hurt
another person. They have lots of reasons and fear. And because of
this fear, they are just contented in loving that person in silence.
Contented in seeing the person happy and okay. They know that they
could be missing out on something wonderful… but their fear conquer
them. And that makes it so hard to just even open their mouth in
front of that person.

Then there's this one thing. You love him. He loves you. But
something just doesn't sit right. You just don't fit together. You
just don't get along. Maybe these people need to re-think and
analyze again their feelings. Because if it's really love then what
could make it wrong? You can say you're sure that you want to be
with this person for the rest of your life. You can say you are
going to do whatever it takes to make things work out. You can say
that you embrace his flaws and learn from your differences. Love is
accepting the person for whoever he or she is. If you accept each
other, then things will be fine. Maybe letting go is going to hurt but
if staying and holding on would mean a lifetime of argument and
disagreement, is it worth it? They say only a few people find the
perfect fit. So don't deprive each other from finding the right one.
And if you try to look around, maybe that person's just around the
corner.

And then sometimes, we tend to fall for somebody who has no clue of
our existence. You know in the first place that this love will never
be reciprocated. You know in the first place that you will be in
love alone. You know that it's going to hurt. But then again you know
from the start that you made that decision to fall in love with that
person. You wish so hard but you are not expecting anything. You
want to know more of him. You want know what makes him happy. You
want to be there in times that he cries. You want to be the one he
runs to for help or just someone to hangout with. You just want to
be "with" him. You want to tell him but you don't know how. You
want to show him but when? ... Where? ... How? ... And then you just
leave it all to fate. You keep on loving him from afar, get hurt if
you have to, and let fate decide…

There's this one song where the last line kind of said it all…

"Still I see the tears from your eyes. Maybe I'm just not the one
for you…"

No matter how much you love the person, and how much you are willing
to offer for the sake of the relationship, if the person doesn't
feel the same, you know it's not going to work, coz you're not "the
one…" and some things are really just not meant to be.

I'm sure most of us watched "A walk to Remember"… one of my favorite
movies ever. What if you and someone share so much love… and the
love you have is more than anything you had ever dreamed of or hoped
for… and definitely not ordinary. And then one of you has to… "go"…
Is love not meant to be?... Isn't he or she the right one? Maybe
others would give up on the love they had. But others may just
say… "He just drifted earlier… but I know our love was meant to be…"
It's just like what Shane West said… "Our love is like the wind, I
can't see it… but I feel it."

To conclude this post, I just want to say that, yeah, some things are
just not for you. But if you really want something or someone so
much, do whatever you can and do not be afraid to get hurt and admit
that you are wrong. Life is an endless journey and if you make a
mistake, you can always get up and try again until you find the
right one. You just have to believe that somewhere out there, there
is one that's waiting for you. And if you love somebody, try your
best to find the courage to tell that person. If you love someone so
much, then it's worth the risk. Who knows, it could be the start of
something great!... If not, then at least you wouldn't live your
life filled with regrets. Remember… finding out that love isn't
meant to be really hurts, but what hurts more is living your life
and never letting that person know how you really feel…

Praise fate!!!

Ngayon ko lang nabasa tong' pag kahaba habang e-mail siguro kay kuya poy galing. Nagising ako nung mabasa ko yung part kung saan umaasa na lang sa FATE o sa tinatawag nilang tadhana.
Basta yung part na yun, medjo napailing pa ako kasi dumagdag pa yung mga background music ko na; Everything You Want-Vertical Horizon, Only Hope-Switchfoot, Iris-Goo Goo Dolls, Dare You to Move-Switchfoot, at Someday We'll Know-New Radicals.

Exact order, tamang-tama dun sa paragraph na binabasa ko...

Hello?! World?! GALIT KA BA SAKIN?!
BAKIT TINATADTAD MO KO TODAY?!!

Binaggit rin kasi jan yung A WALK TO REMEMBER na movie.
Nakakainis, iiyak ba ako kasi ang guilty ako? o Ano dahil... GANON?!
Hay!!! grabe!!! Nga ha-hallucinate na yata ako!!!

Bahala na nga...

Masyado yata ako na affect dun sa mga salita sa email, masyado akong guilty!!!

LOL

Hay... Tuloy ang buhay!!!

SUGOD!!! haha!

Ay! Wala lang

2007-05-07T20:37:00.000+08:00

Nakakaburat naman!
HAHA!!!

-_________________-

Nagkita kami ni Paulita kanina!!! wee!!! ^____^
Tapos buong araw nanuod lang kami ng The Devil Wears Prada O___O

Hay...

Happy Birth Day, DEI!!! ahehehe!!!

Miss ko kayo agad :P

Korean Mandness na to'

2007-05-05T09:51:00.000+08:00

What can I say naalala ko yung usapan namin ni Paula and Janelle kagabi, yung kakulitan jan sa nakakamatay na hulaan mo yung song... ayoko na sayo Paula! Letchehan tayo!!! hehe. Dun rin kay Janelle sa mga kaewanan sa mga lalakeng hotness. HAHA!

Ha Seok-jin
HAHA.
Ang gwapo niya!

Dumadami rin yung crush kong korean actors dahil sa mga napapanood ko, hay nako.
Bakit ba kasi ang ga-gwapo ng mga koreano.
EH-HUWAN!!!

Haha nakakabakla, lagay ko yung mga Pictures nila. HAHA.

Marami pa sila, HAHAHA! Nakanangputo!
Upper Left- Jang Keunsuk
Upper Right - Yoo Geon
Center Left -Ha Seok-jin
Center Right - Kim Jeong-hoon
Lower Left - Kwon Sang-woo
Lower Right - Kim Hye-Seong

Basta marami pa sila, masyado kasing marami kaya di ko na matake! Haha!

OH MY GULAY!

2007-05-04T16:06:00.000+08:00

AHAHAHAHA!!! Gusto ko talagang mag evil laugh pero di ko naman alam kung bakit.
Kasi nag dududa talaga ako kung mag kamuka sila o mag kaano-ano aba malay ko!!!

AHAHAHA!!! AHIHIHI!!! Ok ang weird talaga...
Kasi si Lee Ji-hoon at si Joo Ji-hoon ay mag kamuka and miraculously the have the same name!!!

Si Lee Ji-hoon yung sa Wonderful Life, na dating pinalabas sa ABS-CBN. Tapos ngayun pinapanood ko siya sa KBS WORLD, yung Hello! Miss / Hello! My Lady.
Tapos si Joo Ji-hoon yung sa Princess Hours at kilala bilang GIAN, sa ABS-CBN din.

NYAHAHAHAHA!!!
Nakakabaliw! Mag kaano-ano kaya tong dalawang to' sa surname lang sila nag kaiba!
Kamanghamanga rin na mag kamuka talaga sila!

HAY STOPPET NA! Nasiyahan lang ako sa discovery ko....

NATAYA AKO!!!! (read below)

Rules:
List down at least 5 funny thoughts/funny things you did as a kid then choose 10 people to tag. No tagbacks.
Yari na ako si Janelle kasi nag tag eh!!! Ganti daw ba? Hehehe!

Sige GAME!!!

I told my teacher and of course my classmates back in the 1st or 2nd grade that God, was taking a piss. Because it was raining.
I'm always getting my kuya's Power Ranger robots. Then we fight.
My kuya and I used to slide down the stairs using our mattress.
I always take off Barbie's head, and make her as one my finger puppets along with her 'girlfriends'
We used to play with our youngest neighbor, we would always trick her with some candy. Then one of our friend would go out with a very scary mask and make her cry.

Ang mean kong bata noh? Haha!!!
Mas marami pa nga yung ginawa ko eh... oh well...
LAHAT KAYONG 10 TAG!!! Kung hindi!!!
YARI KAYO SAKIN!!!

hehe!

Muka ka ng tanga

2007-05-02T20:03:00.000+08:00

Muka ka talagagang tanga.
Pinipigilan mo pa pag iyak mo, ang werido mo talaga kahit kailan.
Tapos ngayon iiyak iyak ka sa harap ng monitor, ang drama mo.
Lahat pa ng ilaw nakapatay.

Hay...

Mamaya sa kwarto naman iyak ka, patayin mo yung ilaw.
May buwan naman eh.

Sige hanggang makatulog ka, bukas ka na lang ulit umiyak.

100th post

2007-05-01T08:05:00.000+08:00

Cool! 100th post na!!!
Ang bilis naman, grabe! Ngayon di ko na alam kung anong gusto kong sabihin...
gagawin ko na lang yung tinag ni Tangkie sakin, ehehe.

Le Rules:
You must list down 15 random things and after that choose 10 people to tag.
No tagbacks.

Masaya ako pag maaga gumising, pero pag ginising ako ng maaga ayoko.
100th post ko na TODAY!!!
May nunal ako sa lips.
Gusto kong mag bike, pero sabi ng doktor ko bawal!!!
wala akong maisip kung sinong mga itatag... T______________T
Ayokong sumasagot ng telepono, tsaka yung mga nag tatanong na kamusta na jan et. al.
Di ko pa rin tapos si Jun ang main character ko sa kwento ko.
Meron na akong halos 50+ or 60+ na kanta sa computer ko. haha!
Switchfoot, New Radicals, John Mayer and Dashboard Confessionals ang nasa player ko.
I use Dictionary.com a lot, and Tagalog-English Dictionary too.
I am PRO to violence, I really want to kill people.
Gusto ko yung Twilight and Midnight, hehe lalo na yung moon plus stars. NAKS
Galit kami ni GOD ngayon.
Mas gusto ko mag isa sa bahay...
Muka akong pera. HEHE

Sino bang itatag ko...
Luki, Ate Sasha, Ate Jessy, DQ, D'Magiba Family, Lyza, Janelle, Paula, Christie, Ate Yeye

Hehe... wala akong masyadong masabi sa 100th post ko.... *iyak*
Bagong gising pa ako eh, kulang pa yung utak yung kalahati nag lalakad pa pauwi!
Aba'y sige Magandang Umaga!

Wala lang, gusto ko lang :D

2007-04-30T08:18:00.000+08:00

We watch the season pull up its own stakes
And catch the last weekend of the last week
Before the gold and the glimmer have been replaced,
Another sun soaked season fades away

You have stolen my heart

Invitation only, grant farewells
Crash the best one, of the best ones
Clear liquor and cloudy eyed, too early to say goodnight

You have stolen my heart

And from the ballroom floor we are in celebration
One good stretch before our hibernation
Our dreams assured and we all, will sleep well

You have stolen
You have stolen my heart

I watch you spin around in the highest heels
You are the best one, of the best ones
We all look like we feel

You have stolen my
You have stolen my heart

wala lang ang ganda eh, wala rin akong masabi kaya eto na lang :))

Isang hapon

2007-04-27T12:38:00.000+08:00

Masaya nga hapon/tanghali ko kasi wala akong ginagawa katulad ibang mga bum jan.
WALA AKONG GINAGAWA!

Kaya ngayon mag susulat ako tungkol sa mga bagay-bagay as usual.

Natutunan ko kay Sir Bigs na masya nga naman talaga ang mundo ng panitikan,
lalo na nung nabasa ko yung Utos ng Hari ni Jun Cruz Reyes na nahanap ko sa isang blogger na napaka bait :D .
Napabilib naman ako nung manunulat, napa OO NGA ako sa kanya, kaya ngayon napagtripan kong gumawa ng isang maikling kwento or short story.

Syempre hindi ngayon o maaring mamaya, bukas o sa susunod na mga araw ko pa siya magagawa o matatapos, pero meron na ako edya kung tungkol saan ang aking kukwento.
Sa isang lalake na pangalan ay Jun, well keysa naman Boy o Jun-Jun o kung ano man Jun na lang.
Kapangalan niya yung writer nung kwento ano? pero wala naisip ko lang talagang Jun ang pangalan niya.

Yun nga lang di ko pa rin alam kung pano siya tatapusin, ang hirap kaya.
Siguro sa May pa yata ako matatapos neto...

Tsk.

Nako naman, yari ako yung Text Message nga eh hindi ko matapos tapos pano pa kaya ito!
Wah!

watching the stars

2007-04-22T09:44:00.000+08:00

Medjo umemo ako kahapon/kagabi, since alone lang kami ng tita ko buong week birthday niya ngayon at birthday ng lolo ko kahapon at the same time burial din niya wala pa ako run. Tapos meron pa akong mga pinag iisipan siguro simula nung nag 16 na ako.

Kahapon pumunta kaming St. Luke's tapos kumain sa pancake house, parang last meal yung feeling eh. Syempre sumakto din yung ulan non, feeling down sabay uulan? Kamusta ka naman? Tapos pagkauwi, medjo nag pahinga. Tapos naubos na pala yung gamot na kailangan kong inumin for 2 years, makakailangbote kaya ako? Syempre panic mode, pero buti na lang may naipong pera ako. Punta naman kaming EVER, tas nag takeout ng Chowking, umuwi.

Parang lahat ng ginagawa ko eh, "last meal' na feeling ko susunod na ako. Pagkabukas ko ng gate sa bahay napawow ako, daming stars tapos ang ganda at liwanag nung buwan kahit crescent lang siya nasa gitna yung buwan ganda talaga. Napatahimik ako, ganon kasi talaga ako maingay pag may tao pag mag isa ang tahimik para akong mongha sa bahay. Tinitigan ko ng ilang sandali tas ngumiti ng parang tanga tapos kumain ng halo-halo.

Ang gago ng kwento pero bahala na.

Napaisip tuloy ako, sayang naman kasi ako lang yung nakakakita ng ganitong moment.
Sana may kasama ako nun.

YGC tales

2007-04-20T18:50:00.000+08:00

Nakita ko sa blog ni Cheka, yung mga YGC moments sa Hale Yahoo Group.
OO hindi ka naduling, hindi ka bulag o color blind, Hale nga!
Tawagin niyo na akong jologs o kahit ano, ang HINDI jologs... JOLOGS PA RIN! Haha!

Moving on...

Salamat din sa group na yun marami akong naging kakilala, minsan pa nga eh di ko alam schoolmates ko pa sila or naging mag kakilala kami dati, yun bang ang small samall ng mundo moments. Isa rin yun sa dahilan kung bakit masaya ang 2nd year summer ko.

Nauso ang YGC dahil kay Champ, kasi nag email siya sa group ba't daw walang tao at nag aabang siya. Lahat naman kami pumunta doon, at hayun imbis na si "kuya" ang maabutan kaming lahat yung nagkakilalanan. Eh yun, di naman si kuya nag papakita kaya kami na lang!

Nauso roon sa YGC ang mga zombies o ang kilalang magdamagan doon, sila yung mga taong tipong umaga andoon tapos umaga andun pa rin sila. Minsan sila rin yung mga taong late na kung matulog basta hanggang 12mn andun ka pa isa ka na sa kanila.

Kilala rin doon si DV o si Darth Vader, oo nga at siya ang mamaw doon sa Star Wars, ayun! Siya ang kilalang nagunguha ng mga YGC chatters, dahil bigla ka na lang madidisconnect sa gitna ng napaka gandang usapan. Minsan di ka na makakabalik, kaya ang tindi ni DV dun. Subalit mahal pa rin namin siya.

Meron ding mga imaginary sana andun ako sa gig nila ngayon, moments na nakasama sila sa isang gig sharing, I saw them inside the bathroom moments, at lahat na!!! Nakakatuwa ang kwentuhan roon, di mo aakalain halos lahat kami ang stalker sa kanila. Haha! Pero ngayon lay low na kami! Hindi na po! :P

Nakilala rin ang Family Forest, ito'y aking inimbento nung isang mainit na araw noong summer. Ginawa kong ama ang mga tao sa banda, instant daddy sila nung ginawa ko yun. Lumabas akong walang nanay at ako'y galing sa kanilang apat. Ginawa ko ring "gusto niyo ba maging ate/kuya/mommy ko?" at hayun si MOM yung aming mommy ng chat [miss na kita MOM] at marami akong naging mommy at kapatid, lalo na sa bloodline ni papa Champ.
Ngunit lumabas ang Kamikazee at mas kamuka ko raw talaga si Jay Contreras.

Di nag laon, nawala rin ang lahat. Syempre pag ganon move on na lang, pero syempre minsan sasagi rin sila sa utak mo at mamimiss mo sila, ayun... kaya ko siguro nagawa ko tong post na to'

Sige babay na, good night!

Summer = Aral

2007-04-19T17:06:00.000+08:00

Ayos din nga talaga ang aking summer, ngayon ay nag aaral ako sa aking eskwelahan ng Geometry at Chemistry. Ito'y kasama sa aking mag-kokolehiyo-ka-na-iha-kaya-mag-aral-ka-na moment, at pag katapos nun, hindi na ako mag aaral! Bwahaha! Basta sila lang yung pag aaralan ko.

At alam niyo ba, putcha sila!!! nung kinuha ko yung lessons na yan, ganun lang pala kadali!!! May pa no-review review moment pa kami pero nakakastar at nakakailang minus lang. Pero nung school days parang wala yata yung utak ko, at parang nag lalaway lang akong dilat nung tinuturo yan sakin. Nag si-sit in rin ako sa Filipino classes, at inferness ang saya pala ng Filipino. Alam ko namang masaya talaga siya pero, mas masaya eh! Naaral ko na rin yung Mabilis, Maragsa, Malumi, at Malumay! Alam niyo pa ba yun?

Haha!

Pero sa gitna ng lahat, nakakapag lakwatsa kami ng aking mga piling kaklassmeyt. Napunta na kami sa Ateneo at doon nag "piknik", at doon din sa Ateneo kumain sa kanilang canteen, kumain sa Jollibee at sabay sa Starbucks, pumunta sa "bahay" ni Espee.

Kahit na ganoon kainit, ganoon kaburat mag aral sa gitna ng init, kahit ganoon kainit, at kahit ganoon kang pinapawisan. Ayos naman ang lahat, masaya, nakakatuwa, nakakahanap ka ng mga bagong kaibigan, lumang kaibigan ngunit mas lumalalim pa ang inyong pag kakaibigan, mag laro ng unggoy-ungguyan sa gitna ng isang laboratory experiment at di ka pa napag tangkaan sulatan sa muka, matipuhan ng mga kalaro mong mag sulat sa muka mo kasi palagi kang naliligtas sa laro, mag plano ng bawat araw na gagawin niyo sa labas ng skwela, maging kaclose ang mga guro mong kahit kailan ay di mo nagustuhan, MAKASABAY ANG GURO MO SA JEEP LALO NA YUNG MGA MATH TEACHERS MO.

Masaya talaga ang lahat, pero kahit ganun syempre. Kailangan pa ring mag aral diba?
Good Luck Señoritas!!!
AJA!!! :)) ^___________________^

Favorite song(s) at the moment
You- Switchfoot
Only Hope- Switchfoot

Someday we'll know-New Radicals

Umiitim nanaman ako

2007-04-18T19:38:00.000+08:00

HUI!

Halos... 10 araw tayong di nag kakakonek, souce! Anak ka ng nanay mo!
Nakakamiss kayung lahat! Lalo na yung mga ka link mong di ka naman binabalikan, ouch!
"My tender feelings" joke lang!
Lahat naman tayo walang panahon para mag pansinan kasi nga summer nga busy naman sa mga bagay na dapat gawin bago mag schooling/working period. Diba? Pero syempre busy-busyhan din ang pag paplano ng mga summer doings. HAHA!

So kamusta naman ako, hayun... umiitim dahil sa araw at di dahil sa swimming!!! Holy Baka! Anong klasseng dahilan yun diba? Labas kasi ako ng labas ng bahay tapos dahil sa Greenhouse Effect MAS LALONG UMIINIT ANG PALIGID!!! Hehe sensya na at lumilapad ang utak ko.
Sige "last" entry ko nag patanung ako. Bakit di kayo nag tanung... nako naman... JOKE de sige ok lang, at least nag tyaga kayong mag koment sa nakakaburat kong post at isama mo pa ang napakawalang kwentang post ulet. LOL

San daw ako mag aaral?
Mag rereview center daw ba ako?
San ko raw balak kumuha ng test?
at Ano raw ang balak kong kurso?

- kay Utakgago.

Eto yung sagot ha. sunod-sunod.

Mag aaral ako sa U.P. maari ring sa UST at sa Ateneo, La Salle at CSB.
Di ako mag rereview center, shems. Good Luck na lang sakin.
Pero KAYA YAN. *may halo pa ring duda*
Dun sa kanila. HAHA
Visual Communications, Photography. Information Technology. Chef. Advertising. Physical Therapy. [dami kong pangarap. BWAHAHAHA]

Gusto kong bigyan mo ako ng edeya kung pano mag kapera.

- Ate Paula

Madali lang yan, magi kang laborer ng magulang mo, mag lilinis ka ng bahay ngunit may bayad ang lahat.
Magi ring masahista nila, syempre may bayad rin.
Taga bunot ng uban ng matatanda, bawad buhok na nabubunot ay nag kakahalaga ng 3 pesos. Pero pag tinanong ka kung bakit sabihin mo. Dahil po sa EVAT.
Mag benta ng Ice candy at yelo at kahit anong bagay.
Para mas sosyal ang dating mo, gawin mo lahat sa kapitbahay mong mayaman! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Pero kung kaya mo naman mag apply ka. SOLB!!!

Nung bata ako ginawa ko yan, shempre bumenta ako! Mga ilang taon ako nun?
Mga 5 siguro o 6 years old, nakakabili ako ng isang supot ng candy kaya wala ring saysay yung ipon ko!
HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Babalik daw ba ako?

-Christie

Syempre, hihi! kamiss kayo eh. [kunyaring mag nag AWW sa background, pero wala talaga] Pag may oras oo naman, seryoso namimiss ko rin ang pag susulat!

Ayun, aba'y jan na muna ako... inaantok na rin ako.
Sige, paalam!!!

lagi naman eh...

2007-04-08T11:23:00.000+08:00

Lagi naman akong nag le-leave... pero hindi yung permanent leave.

siguro masyado lang akong tamad para mag post, di katulad ng dati halos mag sawa ka na sa kaenotan/kakulitan at kung ano ano pang kabalastugan ko.

ayun...

sige habang "leave" ako, mag tanong kayo ng kahit ano sakin.

KAHIT ANO. ok? ok :D

um...

2007-04-03T12:56:00.000+08:00

Wala akong mapag usapan, Lol ayoko na rin ikwento yung sa prom kasi wala lang ang boring nun, kami kami lang yata yung nag pasaya sa sarili namin. Yung tipong gumawa ng sariling trip sa hotel tapos natuwa. Ayun natuwa nga. Lol

Ayun, masama ang bakasyon ko ngayun.
Masama... nuod na lang kayo :)

BABY!!!

2007-03-31T09:37:00.000+08:00

Since I'm pretty much posting a one liner or a so called "I'm-posting-because-I'm-bored post" well better put this up since I adore them both. I'm addicted with Korean movies, Korean dramas, the Korean pose [lol!], Korean guys [EHEM], and of course my idols the Korean actresses. [sila ang dyosa ng buong mundo lol]

Since I don't have anything to post YET, I'm posting THEM. hihi :">

If you are some Korean addict you know what drama they came from... Memories of Bali, of course. If you don’t watch or actually hate Korean stuff, oh well. Never mind!
Hihi! Ha Ji-Won and Jo In-Seong and they are holding the same baby. How cute! Hihihi!!! Anyway, thanks to Friendster I found both pictures.

I’m near of posting OUR prom happenings. Stay tuned!

ehem.

2007-03-28T20:36:00.000+08:00

wala lang... wala talaga akong matinong post lately...

wala naman talaga, kasi di pa matino utak ko as usual...

anyway...

wala lang.

2007-03-26T12:22:00.000+08:00

Mga inday!
Prom na, hahahaha! grabe nakakatranta yung damit ko. T_T

Hahahaha!

Wala lang...

Infairness na miss ko yung boses ni - - - - - oppss!
Hahaha!

Napansin niyo bang MAS gumagwapo na ang mga bassists at drummers ngayon?
Bumabakla ako! Hahahahaha!

Gusto ko ulit mag water balloon fight :D

dum dum dum dum.

2007-03-25T12:41:00.000+08:00

Wala lang, ang medjo almost comeback post ko na hindi.
Malabo talaga...
SOBRANG LABO!!!

ayun lang kinakamusta ko lang kayo...
Hi to my "new" family ang D'magiba! Hehe!
Ayon, if you are wondering kung asan ang pangalan niyo sa links ko.
Aba'y bahala kayo!
Joke, nag lilinis lang kasi masyado na kayong marami eh, yung iba hindi naman ako pinapansin minsan lang dumadalaw.

Ako, dumadalaw kasi dinalaw niyo ako.
Ganun lang naman talaga kasimple ang patakaran ko rito sa blog ko, dubuh?
Sana kung dinalaw ko kayo bumalik kayo, kasi nga diba...

Gawin mo sa kapwa mo, gusto nilang gawin sayo.

Diba?! Nag palesson pa ako sa inyo, aba'y sige...
Enjoy your summer!
Habang ako nag papaka abnormal sa bahay!
HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

post

2007-03-12T16:37:00.000+08:00

This is my 86th post which reminds me of my dear classmate Chantal - the 86 she loves the number by the way...

Moving on, I had to post this because I'm feeling it right now...

Signs of Depression, Stress, Pressure, loneliness, anger, frustration, and a lot more.

Your head is nowhere to be found. Meaning your head is here but it is still sleeping or flying somewhere else.
You are always seen as tulala.
You want to bite someone out of frustration, and the outcome of it you tend to bite things.
You want to squeeze something. Stress Ball perhaps?
You eat less or more.
You annoy other people to release your "HATE BALL"
Irritable
You could easily hear the faucet's water drop.
You will easily notice that the sky is moving and everything.
Lastly, you will make a post about your own frustration et al.

Tsinelas the movie

2007-03-06T19:43:00.000+08:00

Magkakaroon ako ng movie this coming 2008, entitled Tsinelas the movie.
Dahil nadiscover ang aking "sikat" raw na blog at ito'y naisipang ipalabas sa inyong mga paburitong sinehan.

Ang pangunahing bida ay si Tsina, at ako yun. Ang storya ay iikot saakin lamang at wala ng iba, ang kwento neto ay tungkol sa aking buhay na puno ng komedya at drama. Sabi rin ng direktor na ito na maari rin niyang isama ang aking mga kaibigan at pamilya at kung sino mang nainvolve sa akin, dahil wala na nga namang ibang bida kundi ako at ako lamang.Alam kong wala ng katuturan ang sinasabi ko pero ayun yon.

Maari rin daw siyang kumuha ng iilang aktor na mas laos keysa sa akin katulad ni Mulawin at ni Darna, sila ang kukuha ng mga karakter ni Boy at ni Girl sa aking munting storya na text message.

Ang pinaka magandang parte nito ay isasama siya sa mga paburito kong indie movies!

Nabangit din sa akin na ang suot ko lamang ay mga pangkaraniwang damit ang mga damit na suot ko sa bahay at iba pa, gayun din ang mga co-actors ko. Diniinan niya rin na palagi akong magtsitsinelas dahil oo nga naman TSINELAS the movie ang pamagat.

Ako ang pipili ng soundtrack ko at iba pa!
Exciting di ba?!

convincing ba?
Nuod kayo ha!

corny pick-up lines

2007-03-02T17:34:00.000+08:00

Since, sikat na sikat sa class namin to' share ko na rin sa inyo.
ENJOY!!!

WARNING: use these pick-up lines if appropriate. HAHA!

Aanhin pa ang alak kung sayo pa lang may tama na ako.

Halika na, mag empake ka na at samahan mo ako sa Home for the Aged.
Kasi, I wanna grow old with you.

Aanhin pa ang Gravity kung kusa naman akong mahuhulog sayo.

Kung bola ka ng basketball, lagi kitang di ma sho-shoot.
Kasi namimiss kita.

Kung dadaan ba ako rito derderetso na ba ako sa puso mo?

Are you a Pokemon?
Cause' I choose you.

Are you a Playstation Game?
I hope you're not Tekken.

Buti pa ang gasolina, nag mamahal.

Papag aralin kita, ako may sagot sa tuition mo at sa lahat ng gastusin mo sa eskwela.
Basta pag aralan mo lang mahalin ako.

Sana ako na lang test paper mo, para ako na lang sagutin mo.

Daig ko pa ang natrapik sa EDSA.
I can't move on!

Samahan mo naman ako sa psychiatrist ko oh.
Kasi sabi niya sakin dalhin ko raw yung kinababaliwan ko.

Pagod ka na ba?
Cause' you've been running through my mind all day.

I hope you know CPR.
Because you take my breath away!

Are your parent's terrorists?
Cause' you're the bomb!

Do you believe in love at first sight, or should I walk by again?

Kung ulila ba ako, aampunin mo ba ako?

Hindi tayo tao, hindi tayo puno, hindi rin tayo hayop, BAGAY TAYO, BAGAY!

Papicture tayo, para naman ma develop tayo.

Guy: Umutot ka ba?
Girl: Hindi, bakit?
Guy: Cause' you blew me away!

Para kang kulangot.
Cause' you're hard to get.

Kung kulangot ka, I'd pick you first.

Hi, my name is [insert name], but you can call me lover.

Guy: May band aid ka ba?
Girl: Wala, bakit?
Guy: Nagkasugat ako nung nahulog ako sayo eh.

Panget ako, panget ka rin, bagay tayo.

You must be the cause of global warming.

I bet God was showing off when he created you.

Rexona ka ba?
Kasi you won't let me down!

Bagay kang maging amo, dahil inalila mo puso ko.

I think we should be lab partners because you and I have chemistry.

Lol.
If you still have the most corniest and the most BENTA pick-up lines
please send them to me thru my Y!M tsina_lora@yahoo.com
or thru this comment box.
Lol.

inuman na!!!

2007-02-28T19:57:00.000+08:00

NGAYON ANG TAMANG ARAW UAPNG TAYO'Y MAG INUMAN!!!

wait... di pala ako umiinom, BWAHAHAHAHA! Next time na lang, lols apple juice?
nasasanay na ako sa format ng English paper namin, kasi nga tapos na ako. Although late ang pag submit ko ayus lang. DEFENSE ANJAN NA AKO!!!

hehe.

scream.

2007-02-25T21:12:00.000+08:00

I'm quite irritated right now.
Actually I really don't know what to feel or how to express it, it's either I scream or I cry.

Damn.

Keeping your anger is bad for you and your health, releasing your anger to someone who caused you such anger is also wrong.
What now? Scream at something and be done with it?
What about that person who caused you such pain and anger?
Leave him/her alone and be done with it?

Such life.

Life definitely sucks.

girly-girly me.

2007-02-23T18:47:00.000+08:00

May kakaibang nangyari sakin today, GANAP NA AKONG BABAE. Demn.

It's not that hindi talaga ako babae ever since, kasi usually you would see me wearing pants or shorts or anything basta hindi skirt. Ngayun, hala! Nag skirt na ako! Hahahaha! And I liked the feeling of wearing a skirt, babae na ako tol'!!! LOLS

May matching HEELS pa, although 1 1/2 inches LANG yun, sumakit talaga paa ko, kasi nga FIRST TIME KO YUN. Shems, si Pa ula naman nag 2 inches kamusta ka naman?! And she's 5'9?! Hahaha! Grabe talaga to' aaminin ko mas girl siya sakin! Hahaha! Pero mas maarte yata ako sa kanya. WHE! Whatever na lang. Kami naman ni Lyza nag paa pagdating ng 3rd floor sobrang waska na yung mga paa namin, siguro sanayan na lang yan... sana nga masanay ako for the prom. O_O

Hehe, pero nakakatuwa kasi nakita ko sila Janelle, Paula, Lyza, Deidre, Kenky, and others ng naka skirt!!! Shems talaga, nakakaaliw muka talaga kaming sopistikado.

Sadly, naiwanan ko yung pinaka important sa lahat. YUNG CAMERA KO. In this very memorable and ubber unforgettable moment naiwan ko siya. Well, nanakaw na lang ako sa mga multi nila! HAHAHA! Tsaka pag kauwi ko naman, NAG PAKAVAIN AKO! HAHAHA!
Sa MCDO rin, lol pumunta talaga kami ng MCDO ng naka damit...

Anyway, tapos na yung LitCrit paper ko. Defense na lang! :(
Hummm... wala lang! AJA!!!

buhbay :)

PS
eto pictures oh! lols

Randomer.

2007-02-19T20:14:00.000+08:00

What's up flatop?!

Ang corny ng title pero sige, favorite ko naman yung flatop kaya ayos lang talaga. Sinong may ayaw sa flatop mag sabi... UUPAKAN KO! De joke lang, akin na lang ha! PAKI BIGAY!!!
Isa nanaman tong' random post. Update post ba sa mga pangyayari sa buhay ng katulad kong kumag. BWAHAHAHA! So hyper today! Anyway moving on...

Malapit ng matapos yung LitCrit KO!!! BWAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
I'm having a little difficulties with my Faith, yep... ang tao nag kakamali rin.
Last week was fun and "educational". Kasi may parang discussion kami nila Espee at Danya, yun.
Always tawa day with Paula, Lyza, and Janelle.
Naadik sa flatops.
JS Turnover na... hahaha! can't wait!!! MAG SKIRT KAMING LAHAT! :P [wala lang]
Meron ka na bang prom date? Wala. Oh? or AWW... Bat' wala? Nakakatamad eh. [shems]
Galing ako sa itlog! hehehe
IBALIK ANG LSFM!!! sign the petition -> BOOLSFM
Geom + Chem + English Paper + Memorize history = SABOG na UTAK
I WANT TO BE A PHILOSOPHER
I ALSO WANT TO BE PHOTOGRAPHER
ano nga ba talaga?! COLLEGE NA ME next-next year!!!
Si Paula, gagawa ng magazine, ako yung magiging photographer niya! Si Deidre magiging landscape artist, kuya niya architect, tapos mag papagawa ako ng bahay sa kanila! Yung bahay na yun maginging pinakamagandang bahay sa balat ng lupa kasi nga mayaman na ako dahil sa mga pictures tapos syempre credit to them. tapos ako pipicturan ko yung bahay ko tapos publish ni Paula EDI MAYAMAN NA KAMING LAHAT!!!
LIBRE LANG KASING MAGARAP EH.
Managinip ka habang gising!!!!
LISTEN TO TENDERBEAR BY KAMIKAZEE. I LOVET!

wala lang... hehehe gudnyt!

Belated post + stuff + tag.

2007-02-16T18:42:00.000+08:00

Belated Happy "araw ng mga puso" Day!!! at para sa mga nag iisa katulad ko...
HAPPY SINGLE'S AWARENESS AND APPRECIATION DAY!!!

Kamusta ang puso ko nung S.A.A.D. day?
Ok naman, ka date ko yung mga bagay-bagay.
Si Alfred ka-date ko, sino si Alfred?
Kung sino si Alfred, bahala kayo... :))
Pinaka paburito kong date nun yung LitCrit paper namin, grabe ha.
Ang sweet talaga niya at naalala pa niya ako, binigyan niya ako ng sakit sa puso at higit sa lahat sa utak.

Yun...
So far drain pa rin ako 3 araw kaming nag date ng LitCrit ko, at di niya ako pinatulog!
Stig diba?

Nag papasalamat ako sa mga naging parte ng puso ko, family, friends, pets, schoolmates, bloggers, and others.
Bagay kayong amo, dahil inalila niyo puso ko. [whe!!!]

Sa bawat araw masaya palagi ang araw ko dahil sa mga ka-kwela kong mga kaibigan. LOL
Thanks to...
Paula sa headband kanina ah! Inuwi ko na siya, promise babalik yun agad :))
Sorry nga pala sa di ko pag sipot sa panunoorin nating play, kala ko kasi nung Valentimes, di pala ngayon pala!
Jenjen sa pag papautang mo samin, how thoughtful.
AT SA LAHAT.

Tinag ako ni Ate Irish, weird things 10 weird things, hahahahahaha!!! Wala lang weird.

Wala akong Birthmark. [Hindi raw ako pinanganak niluwa.]
Nakagat ako ng aso, pero wala akong phobia.
Weird-weird-NEIRDO. LOL
Nabasag na yung ulo ko. [weird ba yun?]
May tinatawag akong SELF JOKE, joke na ako lang ang nakakaintindi.
Game ka bang kumanta ng mga jologs na songs? Sama tayo!
Sayaw pang macho dancer lang ang kaya ko. LOL
DATI maputi ako. [weird ba yun?]
May mole ako sa lips. HOHOHO
Boses lalake rin kaya ko. HAHAHA

FIRST 5 NA MAG TAG O MAG COMMENT PASOK SA MGA TINAG KO!
DO THIS OR ELSE!!!

all the love in the world

2007-02-12T18:33:00.000+08:00

Syempre parang specials ang mga posts ko ngayong BUWAN NG PAG-IBIG.
Wala lang, favorite ko eh kasi nga 1 buwan na akong 16. BWAHAHAHA! konek?

Anyway...

Mahal ko ang mga ka-YM ko natural, sa YM ko.
Bakit?
Syempre sila lang ang kausap ko, libre pa.

Ngayong araw na ito FEB 12, 2007 ha, natutuwa ako sa mga stat ng tao, it seems lahat ng stats nila eh mag kakakonek. Parang nag usap usap sila na pag-ibig ang tanging tema ng kanilang stat. Lalo na itong 2 taong ito, kung may chansa kayong mabasa to' sorry na lang kayo! LOL
Ang isa si lalake, nakilala ko siya sa blog-world, stat niya?
Gusto niya ng taong mananatili sa tabi niya.
Ang isa naman ay si babae schoolmate ko, stat rin niya?
Gusto niya rin ng taong makakatabi niya sa pang habang buhay.

Ang cute noh?
At some point nag kakatugma silang dalawa.

Napaisip tuloy ako...
Siguro hindi naman talaga bulaklak, teddy bear, sulat, cakes?, candies, pa-sweet, tawagan ng "special names" at kung ano-ano pa ang kailangan sa isang relation. Sandalan, karamay, kausap, o taong nanjan pag kailangan mo sila ang pinakakailangan sa iang relation.
Isang NBSB nag lelecture nanaman!!!!

Siguro kaya nga may FRIEND sa boy-FRIEND/girl-FRIEND kasi, sila ang pinakasuperduperFRIEND mo sa lahat.
Ayos! Ang labo ko!

I guess being loved by someone is a good thing, because you know that they won't let you fall alone.
Of course loving someone is also a good thing.
You'll just know why... :)